i eat so little
and i'm still so chubby
i know it's not healthy
i'm just not hungry
i'm not doing it on purpose
i have no inspirations or desires to be super skinny
of course i want to be thinner but i don't want to starve myself or anything
or maybe i do
but i don't
idk
i want to eat
but i hate eating
i don't understand it anymore
maybe i should talk to someone
i know that i should talk to someone
i know that i won't talk to someone
who cares
i dont
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Washing Machine Heart
Randomthis is probably just gonna be full of sad stuff tbh content warning: there will be talk and possibly images of bruising, wounds, masochism, and some things that allude to/indirectly mention death and different types of abuse). i would also like to...