do you ever think back to when you were younger
and you have this memory (or memories)
of things that you now understand were actually really bad
like you know that a kid shouldn't have gone through that
but you were used to it as a kid so you didn't think anything about it
you were just a kid
and it wasn't your fault
even though you may think it is
i get it
i get why you'd blame yourself
it's hard not to
i personally blame myself for a lot
i blame myself letting others use me
i blame myself for not knowing better sooner
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Washing Machine Heart
Randomthis is probably just gonna be full of sad stuff tbh content warning: there will be talk and possibly images of bruising, wounds, masochism, and some things that allude to/indirectly mention death and different types of abuse). i would also like to...
