Flower and the shadow - SOTAM fanfic.

Biana is angry....

Tam Pov - " Biana it was nothing me and Marella were  just hanging out we weren't doing anything like you know just talking why can't you get that " I told Biana grabbing her hand and looking in her eyes to plead. " Nope I saw you get out of my room Tam I never want to talk or see you again " BIana yelled at me her face glowing red with anger as she pushed me hard out of the room. 

" this is a joke Biana I can't believe this but fine but stupid and do a silly thing by this we were great together I promise you and you just ruined it " I said angrily slamming the door in her face. I can't believe this she is breaking up with me just for hanging out with another girl why does nobody understand me? I am so angry and I can't help but want to walk back in that room and launch all my emotions on her. But I'm not going to do that because I'll probably unleash my angry on her as well and that won't things better just only worse.

As I leaped home I saw lihn her face distort  by mine but I pushed pass her and ran up to my room and collapsed on my black linen bed and bawled my eyes out. What does she see in Marella ? She thinks Marella is a completely horrible person but she is pretty kind.

Tomorrow was match lists and what was I going to do because I was opening them with Keefe, Dex, Sophie, Fitz, Lihn and BIANA !! Urgh this is so confusing I don't know what to do. I hear a soft knock on my door and Lihn emerges in the doorway looking sad. " What's wrong Tam just please tell me I am your twin " She asked me her face looking confused and frustrated and gloomy. " Biana broke up with me for hanging out with Marella at Atlantis " I cried out hugging her. " Oh Tam why didn't you just tell me " Lihn replied hugging me as we lied on the bed and cried together. 

After a couple of hard hour of crying I realized it was 9:30PM IN THE NIGHT! Ofc Lihn had falling asleep and I gently carried her walking silently through the hallways into her room and I laid her on her bed and whispered " Night sis love you " " Love you too Tam " Lihn replied sleepily. I walked back towards my bedroom replaying the scene with Biana in my head. This is so unreal, I don't get it why this is happening.

All I remember is going to sleep. And dreaming, hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Ofc I was wrong because I was meeting up with Biana and I know that it is going to be hard day. I rested my bangs the pillow making sure they wouldn't look totally horrible tomorrow. 

I'm scared.

I need a girlfriend.

But who ?