Messenger
[ Bryle Clayton Zalameza ]
Manhid:
Hi Cailean :)It's been six days
I miss you
I know you're still mad at me
But please attend your classes, ayokong mapabayaan mo yung pag-aaral mo nang dahil sa 'kin
Can we talk :(
I love you so much
Marupok:
Hey BryleManhid:
Cailean is that you?Marupok:
ObviouslyManhid:
I'm sorry :(I'm just so happy that you replied
How are you?
Marupok:
Trying to be okayManhid:
I'm sorry. This is all my faultManhid is typing....
Marupok:
Can you stop saying sorry?Mas lalo mo lang pinapamukha na may ginawa kang kasalanan sa 'kin. You're making yourself bad
Manhid:
Okay, I'm sorryAy... I mean 'di na mauulit
It's just, I hurt you :( you can't blaim me for saying sorry to you
So, can we talk?
Marupok:
Explain everything. My ears are all yourJust make sure that's not another lie again. I'm tired of giving you a chance Bryle, don' waste it
Manhid:
Thank you Cailean for letting me explainI'm sure you heard you heard the name Johanna. She was my senior high fling, but we didn't date or had any label
I liked her, she's very funny, bubbly, kind to everyone, and humble. Every guy will definetly fall for her
I thought I wouldn't but I was too fragile when it comes to her, I tried to court her yet she wasen't ready for a serious relationship so we remained as flings
Until one night after our graduation, we celebrated at a bar and something happened to us. I considered it as a mistake but she did it intentionally and I broke up with her (even if we don't had a label)
Months after, she suddenly appeared and claimed that she was pregnant and she told me that I am the father
I couldn't accept it. It's not that I don't want the child. It's just... I wasn't ready for it, I'm still 19 that time and I want to persue my dreams first than having a relationship or a family
My mom told me to assume the duties of Johanna's baby, I repeated my first year in collage because my grades were bad. I had a lot of priorities to do, acads, baseball, and Beatrice
One day, we knew that she has a Coronary heart disease, her heart is weak and she need immidiate surgeries. My mom decided to continue the operation in New York, they stayed there for almost a year
After Johanna, I promised myself not to love again, I was afraid to make a mistake, I'm sure no one will accept me once she knew that I have a daughter
Everything changed when I met you, I knew there was something special about you, you reminded me of Johanna. I tried to avoid you, stay away from you when I noticed that you had a crush on me
And then the baseball insident happened. But again, I didn't regret anything Cailean, you were a big impact to my life and I will never regret meeting you
Marupok:
Bakit hindi mo pinanagutan si Johanna? Alam ba ni Beatrice na si Johanna mommy niya?Manhid:
We tried, but our relationship didn't work. Beatrice know that Johanna is her mom, but she prefer my mom as her guardian since she spent a year in New York with her grandmotherMarupok:
Ayoko maging third party Bryle. You have a family, you have a daughter who deserves a complete family. Ayoko nang makagulo, I've caused too much trouble
Manhid:
No please CaileanListen to me first
You're not a third party, Johanna and I are already over since the day that she cheated at me
We can be a family, Cailean. You, me, and Beatrice, I know it sounds complicated, but we'll figure things out
Marupok:
What? She cheated on you? What happened?Manhid:
River--- or should I say AtlasI know it's hard to accept, but the guy you trust also decieved you. I don't want to mess up his name, yet I think you should talk to him let him explain
Marupok:
WHAT? Are you sure it's River? He will never do that. He's kind I know itManhid:
I'm sorry :(That's why I want you to stay away from him. I don't want you to get hurt. Alam kong masasaktan ka kapag nalaman mo na niloko ka ng dalawang mahalagang tao sa buhay mo
Marupok:
Fuck BryleAno bang ginawa 'ko, bakit ako pinapasurahan ng ganito tangina ang unfair naman eh. Bakit niyo 'ko niloko
Tangina lang
Manhid:
I'm sorry over and over again. Kung alam 'ko lang na mangyayari 'to sana sinabi 'ko na sa'yo nung una pa langMarupok:
Sana hindi mo nalang ako nireplyan sa mga messages 'koSana minute mo nalang ako
BINABASA MO ANG
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