16| Does love even exists?

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Prolly gonna give the worst excuse ever for not updating like for idk I guess 3 weeks– so it is that I have grounded like stuff happened and I got grounded and that means no using electronics, not talking to friends and they bickering with me and all so the reason I didn't update...Srry🙃.My brother is a literal piece of shit he's the reason I got grounded but that fucker acts so innocent in front of my fam like bro you're an asshole. Anygays I'll pour all my feelings in Namjin's part so please don't judge instantly, try to understand the situation first!
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"But you don't love me!!!"
"Jin, how would you know that?"
"Namjoon, you were dating Jimin till few hours ago and now you're saying you love me? Are you even listening to yourself?!"

"DO YOU THINK IT'S IN MY HAND? HUH?! THIS FUCKING MATE BOND IS CONTROLLING ME"
"*chuckle* so it's the mate bond! Why am I such a fool to think for a second you were serious! Why was I hoping myself to be wrong? WHY? No shit, stop fucking with my feelings Namjoon"

"JIN!! JIN, COME BACK HERE!" was the last Jin heard before running from the house

FEW HOURS AGO

"Jin your smell"
"Jimin your smell"

"I– I shit! Moonflower scent  just vanished" Jin cursed

"Y-yoongi, Hobi.....how? You both are–, then me? This apple with pines and then this*sniff* oranges with tinch of tangy berries"

"This can't be happening. NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!" Hoseok was so lost in his own sorrow that he didn't listen to  the description leaving everyone behind balling his eyes out.   

"Okay, someone clarify" Jungkook yelled.
"Jungkook, i love you but not right now!" Taehyung said

"W-WHAT?" "Shush, not now" Taehyung said hurriedly to overcome the embarrassment of what he just said

"Jin, I think you should explain... Please it's all chaotic here" Tae requested.
Jin sighed
"You're right Namjoon! I'm your mate"
"How? Because I didn't–"
"Moonflower"
"Pardon?"
"I applied moonflower in our first meet and then I saw you confessing to Jimin so I decided to back off and gave my mate to Jimin" Jin painfully smiled.

"No" it came as a mere whisper by Namjoon
"I'm so sorry, Jin hyung. If only I knew it before but Joon and I had talked about this that if we found our mates we'll break up because I want to be with my mate.

"I'll go and check over Hobi" Yoongi hurried
"Wait, I'll come too!" Jimin ran after Yoongi

Namjoon sighed heavily and went towards Jin....
"Jin, I'm sorry if I hurt you. When you guys came I just felt attracted to Jimin, he was looking so cute and adorable I just couldn't control myself but it was just infatuation nothing more than that. Give me a chance once please"

"But you don't love me!!!!"
"Jin how would you know that? A chance is what I ask for, it's not that big deal I didn't leave you heartbroken or something"

"Namjoon, you were dating Jimin till few hours ago and now you're saying you love me? Are you even listening to yourself?! And unknowingly you broke my heart, you know how difficult it is to cope up when everything in this whole god damn world is against you and you have fucking nothing. Hell you don't even want to live with all this going on inside your brain. You mind continuously fights with you, you need to constantly stay strong and not give in to the urge. Everything disgusts me now! They say 'A torn family can knit back together with a little love' nonsense, utter bullshit. When you aren't even considered the part of the so called family. They care about everyone love eachother abundance but ignore you, just see you as a responsibility. A responsibility they need to fulfill and when you are an adult a strong alpha will marry you and you need to take care of him and his family. They constantly remind you, that you don't belong to this family, you are someone else's property who'll come and take you soon enough but you, you are so goddamn pathetic who can't even complete one task. A vixen who doesn't know anything but how to handle a household and the best part is your own "mother" claims to care for you but she care about you the least to her you are just a responsibility and you know what hurts the most– it's when she thinks you're a BLOODY MISTAKE!!"

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