The Kingdom of Blood and Lies

37| Silence

I'm sorry if the book is getting boring but all these conversations are important for the story to continue. This book isn't solely based on Taekook, yes they are main character but the side character requires attention too. I'm sorry if it bores you out.

~Two souls never just meet by accident.~

I hate myself.....

After entering the university,I decided, to wear pretty clothes and wigs. Become a different person from what I actually am.

"Hey see there, that omega guy. Won't be feel hot in that dress"
"Maybe he wants attention from alphas, who knows even his hair is real maybe wears a wig."

I told myself that I had become a beautiful boy.

"Hey actually I'm assigned to this room."

"Oh hello! I'm Kim Taehyung, an omega. This place was so dirty, so I cleaned up a bit."

"H-hello! I'm Lee Taemin, omega"

"Hi boys, Taehyung knows me and for you pretty omega I'm Park Jimin, omega too"

"My dear fellas, I'm Jimin and Tae's childhood friend, Kim Seokjin and an omega."

We four rommates,

I was happy, you know why?

Because I had friends

Now the rustic boy had turned into a mate of a noble vampire-werewolf's fiancé and a charming guy who everyone wants.

The other boys also have found their mates who love them and adore them.

While me? My life hasn't changed at all. I'm still ............a LOSER.

"Taehyung for fuck's sake drop this goody shoes act of yours. You think you doing all this will help me out and oh let's meddle in and act as the disney prince and save my friend from the bad, just for fuck's sake STOP. You ain't doin any good to me, you in return are hurting me. Stop fucking acting like a hero in a series. You aren't. You are just a normal werewolf who just got the chance to get his life being told being portrayed, a main character but do you ever thought about side characters like me.
I'm not famous like you, I never got the privilege, people pick on me. Guys don't like me and you , take a look around everyone dying to date you. Falling in love with you.
But me, none. I always need to fight for the one I want. You get what you wants on a silver platter.
Have you ever thought that how dumb are you? Yugyeom, ever thought about him? He died because of whom? because of you and please don't try to give me that, it was his choice shit, it wasn't. He wasn't left any choice that is why he took this step. His hopes were all crushed down, he can't seem to have any path anymore.

You got everything cooked Taehyung. You say to others you know pain. No you actually don't. It's just few bad things happened to you and you thought, "oh my life is a mess" darling no. You see, only few things happened but on the other hand you got rest things too. If you'll open your eyes and see there are people suffering more than you and you think you are the only one? Boy we aren't like you going and telling our story to everyone doesn't mean it isn't hurting. You literally almost have everything. Stories other than yours are untold and are more disheartening and painful.
Ever heard Jin's story, ever heard mine? No you haven't and never will , I don't have anyone to cry into shoulders like you, right. I never tell because no one can fix them.
It's unfair, why is life easy for some people. Why?
You know you don't have any super powers or you aren't actually that special, it's just fate played a little with you and I know alot Taehyung, don't think I'm a fool. I know every past and every future" Taehyung was quiet.