Yoongi POV
I heard namjoon saying sorry so I looked at him, to see that he told sorry to me.
Thinking about what happened a few hours ago I looked at him smiled and said “It’s ok ,just don’t do it again”, to which he smiled while looking at the sky but his eyes showed different emotion,it showed.... pain but pain from what I couldn’t decipher.
I let that feeling slide because if there is anything bothering him, if not anyone he will always come and tell about it to me , I trust him.....maybe he didn’t know he trusted Namjoon too much on that..
AUTHOR’S POV
After having dinner everyone went to sleep , except a single person because he had a lot on his palate to think about out.
Next day all the members went for practise after having a breakfast.
Now all on were taking a break and so was Namjoon but he was spacing out again.
He was spacing out a lot for which he couldn't focus on the dance steps, which irritated Hoseok.
"Namjoon...... Namjoon" called out Hoseok but didn't get any response because Namjoon was spacing out.
Hoseok now shooked Namjoon by his shoulders which did snap Namjoon out of his thought and he said "Namjoon-ah please stop spacing out ,you have been spacing out a lot. Please focus on the dance you have already missed many practises previously and now please focus, you are falling behind".
Now if everything was normal Namjoon wouldn't have felt this upset,as he felt now, it's just the situation he is in,those words acted like sprinkling salt on his wounds .
All Namjoon did was lower his head and say " Sorry"
After forcing his body to practice Namjoon was cold sweating and feeling nauseous, but still the words "falling behind" kept on lingering his mind.
He excused himself from everyone and went to toilet where he vomitted a bit and after that he came to the room.
He saw that the others were eating now ,so he went to join them. The whole time he didn't speak anything only focussed on his food which all the members did find odd but thought it because of the dance.
After completing his lunch he excused himself saying he wants to go to the toilet and left the room.
After coming out of the room ,he saw whether anyone else was present in the corridor or not after that he found a spot in the corridor which didn't have CCTV cameras. He took out a pill from his pocket and swallowed it with water,but what he didn't knew was that someone has seen him....
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FanfictionNamjoon thought ,"this is it. I have to let go. I can't drag them down along with me ." . . . No he can't do this,he can't.... I don't own any character in the story, it's my pure work of fiction, sorry if any medical information is wrong , it's pu...
