THIS IS IT || K.N.J CENTRIC

CHP 4

AUTHORS'S POV

All the members were waiting for Namjoon to speak ,their anxiety and desperateness on clear display.

Namjoon POV

What to do ? What to say ? I can't tell them now ? c'mon think something? 148 IQ my foot , can't even come up with a quick lie ,so here it goes..

" The thing is I am writing a new song and falling short on ideas... ughhhh... no it's more like I don't even have any ideas , so I became frustrated and avoided talking to you guys because I don't want by any mistake to take my frustration out on any of you and feel guilty "

" But didn't you already have 3 songs written for the comeback?" asked Yoongi to which the others hummed.

" Yeah but I want to give my best so I thought of writing more songs. So that even if there is any problem ,we have backup " I replied.

Hope they are convinced enough but come to think of it what I told them was the partially true but there was more to it.

" But there are two more months left before the comeback , so even if you write extra songs then atleast take some break and do it " said Jin hyung.

Yeah two months before comeback and also two months before I let go.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by a warm hug from a sobbing Jungkook" Please hyung always tell us if anything troubles you, you know how much it hurts me seeing you going through pain" he said.

I felt guilty seeing our Golden Maknae cry and more guilty because I was the reason behind those tears. All I can do is make them cry , I will drag them down along with me .

I started sobbing too in the hug " Sorry for disappointing all of you ,please forgive me " and soon after that we all were in a group hug, which maybe the last one for me...

All the members decided to go back to the dorm, have dinner and sleep.

All were walking towards their dorm , I and Yoongi hyung were behind everyone.

I looked at him, the person who knows me better than I know myself, who always gave me a shoulder to lean on when I was tired, my best hyung. How betrayed would he feel if he knew that I didn't tell him the truth , thinking about that I looked at him and said

"I am sorry hyung"