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Chapter 12

12, Confession

From that night, I knew that we fit perfectly with eachother. I also look back at myself to see how I became friends with her in the first place. How did I even bring her out of her shell? I don't even remember that.. but for someone like her past self, and someone like me. Understanding her takes a lot of work, as she barely showed emotions at that time.. could that be the reason why i'm so attached to her? I adapted to her personality whenever we crossed paths, until she got used to being her true self around me.

Aghh.. even thinking about it makes my heart pound everytime. I realized that I had been feeling like this since... as long as I could remember, i'm 100% sure that this is me crushing over Kanao. If I wasnt then I would've lost feelings a long time ago, but they're still here. Even after all of that i'm not sure if we could stay together after I-- after one of us confesses. What if we become a long-distance relationship type of couple? That would suck.. I- I- may be a little protective but..

But what if she doesn't like me back? It could--
No! She definitley likes you back, she does! All you have to do is confess and it'll be okay. But what if it starts a lot of drama at school? If we keep it in secret then it'll be a little more challenging. Wh-What?! What am I saying? Calm down.. I need to stop overlooking it, we're not even together.

. . .

Yet...

I really want to stop but I can't, I wan't to stop thinking about it but I can't. This is way harder than I thought and that was already scary enough, but what other way is there? Should I just keep it in until we--
No.. she's a year older so she'll graduate before me, and if I want us to be together I have to confess before that. What if I loose interest? That would be bad..

I should do it tommorrow, I will do it tommorrow.

I should try to get a lot of sleep, even if my brain is telljng me to stay awake. I'm really nervous, is this really the right desicion?

THE NEXT DAY
BOYS BATHROOM

Zenitsu, Genya and Inosuke:
"So what are we here for?"

It's time for a few people to know how I feel about Kanao. I'm really nervous and I don't have the guts.. if I tell my closest friends then it would be a little warmup.

"I decided that.. i'm really-- really-- REALLY-
UGH"

Inosuke:
"Please tell me that this is a jo-"

"I'm r-rreally in-love-- with Kanao"

. . .

The 3 stand completley frozen with a face full with shock..

In a good way, I don't smell anything bad thats coming from them.

Zenitsu:
"What..? Are you--"

Genya:
"NO WAYY
I-IT HAPPEND"

Inosuke:
"I knew this would happen but not this fast.."

"What? You did?"

"Yeah i'm not fucking joking but what in the actual fuck"

"Oh come on, you're not even Kanao and that was hard enough"

Genya:
"Are yall mad? Because i'm not
Maybe they're in disbelife"