I stay on that floor, I don't even know how long, sobbing.
It took my best friend coming in the door for anything to change. "Dimitri gosh I thought you were dead!" God he was yelling so loud. "Shut up Andre" I said rubbing my temples that are now throbbing. "Well, don't blame me since no one could reach you for 3 days! I thought you were drugged and raped and sold off as someone's sex slave!" 3 days that how long I've been out of it well I guess I should tell him. "He Left Me" I whispered hoping the tears won't start again as i told him the whole story again "OHH I'M SO SORRY DIMI!" He cooed as he rubbed my back. When I looked up at him I actually noticed my best friend's features. Brown hair and bright blue eyes,his strong facial structure, He was really hot. My best friend I've known almost all my life was hot.
"What are you thinking about?" He asked, "Your Hot" I blurted out and blushed as I found a new interested in my hands. "Um..thanks but Dimi you need to get your life together you can't just sit here and cry forever" He softly spoke to me as if I'll break if he was to harsh. No matter how much I hated it though, I couldn't deny the truth in what he said. "Alright" I whispered as I stood and started to head to the bathroom to take a shower.
~Two Weeks Later~
I have been getting 'better' by what Andre tells me. I still mope around but I shower I was really messed up and I honestly didn't know what to do with myself. "Hey Dimi I'm going to get some breakfast for us, do you want anything specific?" sighing I told him "it doesn't matter" as I walked up stairs to take my shower for the day.
I turned on one of my favorite songs; Mr.Brightside by The killers I haven't listened to this song in about a year. I truly missed music a lot.
"Jealousy turning snakes into a sea" I belted loudly missing singing, missing music, missing a part of who I was I never even realized I lost. I truly felt healed. I finally felt like myself again after all this time of crying and heart ache I finally felt
Complete.
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(picture on the side is Andre Simmons)
