A broken smile (Being Rewritten)

See you when school starts

3rd person POV

Germany started to make food for America and himself, the two talked as germany made the food.

"What happened that made you start to cry in your sleep?" America asked, germany didn't answer him for a moment, "well, its kind of difficult to explain, all I can tell you is that I had a nightmare" germany finally says.

America nods, "what was it about?" America asks, "thats not really important, it was just a nightmare, it won't happen in the real world, at least not again" germany responds.

"Again? Did you have a nightmare about something that has already happened?" America was now just trying to make sure germany was okay after the nightmare had happened.

"Yes, but its okay now, im awake and its not going to hunt me again, not until I have the nightmare again, or until we go back to school" germany explains.

"Was it someone at school that made you do what you did to yourself?" America was asking mostly out of curiosity and also just wanting to know if someone had made germany do this.

"Oh...um...yes, actually" germany responded, a bit hesitantly, he wasn't sure he should be telling America so much information like this, its always been only his and axels secret.

"Who? We may be in a similar situation, plus, if I know who I may be able to talk some since into them" America said, not really thinking before speaking.

Germany looked at America in a bit of shock, "what do you mean we may be in a similar situation?" Germany was quite surprised to hear America say something like that.

"That doesn't answer my question germany, who made you do it?" America tried to avoid germanys question.

Germany looked back to what he was cooking, turning off the stove then letting it cool down looked back to America, "it was china, now that you know tell me what you mean by we may be in a similar situation" germany wanted to get the information he wanted to know from America.

America seemed a bit shocked by hearing it was China, "China made you do it? What did he say to you to make you do it?" America continued to try to avoid germanys question.

"No, im not going to answer anymore of your questions until you answer my question, what do you mean we may be in a similar situation?" Germany was getting a bit upset with America continuing to avoid his question.

"Okay, well, it was chinas fault, so we're pretty much in the same situation, he just said different things to the both of us, i know he did because his words were target towars my situation at that time, he pretty much told me "no one loves you, your own family could never love you, even if Canada seemes like he cares he really doesn't and no one will ever care about you, so its just better if you kill yourself and make life easier for everyone", and when Canada found me with his pocket knife he made me make the same promise I made you make last night" America explained.

"Oh..." germany didn't really know what to say, he was just shocked to know that America had done that to himself.

"Sorry, you probably don't really care much, it doesn't entirely matter anyways, I've been okay since Canada has been there for me since after school ended" America said, just shocking germany more.

"You did it recently? You only stopped when school ended?" Germany was compleatly shocked now.

"I didn't stop when school ended, I stopped almost a month after it had ended, and I only stopped because of Canada, if it wasn't for Canada I'd probably be wearing bandages just like you are" America explained more, feeling a bit selfish because now he's just talking about himself.