A broken smile (Being Rewritten)

Going back to school

Polands POV because you can fight me, also it's skipping to when popand left town and is going back to school because I can do what I want, this is my book.

I got to my dorm kind of late, I left town a bit later than expected because america didn't want me to leave, probably because he hasn't seen me for a while.

It's kind of sweet that america didn't want me to go because he missed me since I left, I couldn't help but smile as I thought about it.

I walked to my bed and floped onto it, I was to tired to care about not just flopping on the bed at this point, I laid there for a while before remembering that america wanted me to text him when I got back.

I text america that I'm back then rolled to my side and somewhat quickly fall asleep, that just proves how tired I really was.

-small skip to morning-

I woke up to the sound of my alarm and turned it off and laid in bed for a few minuets longer, I then get up and get into my uniform and get my stuff for classes.

I brush my hair and make it look nice, I then put my backpack on and walk out of my room and head off to classes, but on the way I run into Finland, which he doesn't seem to pleased about me bumping into him.

Finland silently stared at me, since we aren't allowed to talk to one another, I got the message though, and understood to back off with a slight nod as an apology.

He nodded to me to let me know he understood it was an accident, we both then went our own ways, this is normal around here, no one is allowed to talk unless given permission to talk to the higher-ups.

After the first classes where done it was finally lunch time, everyone got lunch and we all went off to our own places to eat, it was always quiet where you went though, unless you went just off campus, to which you can talk freely with friends. But that can get you to be late if you don't walk back at the right time.

I usually sit alone, but today Finland waved me over to sit with him and a few of his friends, I walk over and sit down, to which almost everyone gives me a not so welcoming look, but Finland gives them a look that say "be nice or I'll fight you myself" which is somewhat comforting to me, don't know why though.

After lunch me and Finland have the same class, so we walk to class together, I keep looking over at him, somewhat trying to catch his attention, because I can silently tell him to use notes to talk while in class because we won't be caught doing that.

Soon enough he looks at me and we both stop walking and he looks at me with a slight confused but curious look, I just hand him a small piece of paper.

It's a blank paper, but he nodded, and I knew he understood what I was trying to say, and then we both started walking to class again, and soon enough we get to class and we go and sit down at a table.

We don't have assigned seats because no matter who we sit by we aren't allowed to talk to them, so no one really sits next to friends or people their close with.

Me and Finland quietly listend to the teacher for a while, and pretty soon Finland started to pass notes over to me, and I would send notes back, this went on for a while, every time the teacher looked over we would act like nothing was happening, but when he looked away we went back to it.

After class it was time for the last class of the day, meaning that I would be in a class that I dislike the rest of the school time, but hey, at least after this me and Finland are going to go get a drink with each other from the café close to the campus, we agreed on it while passing notes to each other.

After school me and Finland left the campus and made our way to a small Café that Finland knew about, we talked to each other as we walked there.

It's strange finally getting to talk to him again, we've been friends for years, but we sort of have issues with our friendship ever since we started going to school here.

It's been a while since me and him have actually talked to each other, it's nice finally being able to talk to him.

After we got to the Café we got drinks and sat down at a table, Finland had started a conversation, but it was clear we both lost interest in that conversation quickly.

"Soo" Finland changed the subject, "what did you do over the break?" He asked, I wasn't afraid to answer, but at the same time I was.

"Not much, just went to my home town and saw some old friends, and I may have remembered a crush or two that I had while I was there" I responded, he looked at me with a slight smile.

"Two crushes, huh?" Finland responded, and that's when I knew I was digging my grave, he knows everyone that I do, so this is a death sentence, "who?" He asks.

"Oh, their no one" I said a bit flustered, I could feel my face heating up, and I know he can see it.

"Don't lie to me poland, who are the lucky people who've caught your eye?" He insisted, I just felt more heat rise to my face, "its not that big of a deal, really, I don't see why it matters" I state clearly just getting more flustered, and he knows I'll break sooner or later.

"Come onnn, just tell me, you know I'll find out one way or another" he stated truthfully, and I knew he was telling the truth, I just sighed.

"Fine, but you can't tell anyone about what I'm going to say, you have to promise" I demand, he nods, "I promise I won't tell anyone" he replies, I nod and prepare myself to tell him.

"Well, I like both Germany and america, but I don't think either of them will ever like me, you know? But even so I know that I have feelings for them and that wont ever change" I explained to him.

"So you still like them? It was kind of obvious, for me at least, that you liked at least Germany, america is a bit of a surprise, but other than that that's normal" he response, I'm glad to know he doesn't think I'm weird for liking them at least.

Soon we both finish our drinks and walk back to campus, we both go to our separate dorms and do whatever we need to before quiet hours starts, which is just bedtime around here.

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End of chapter, sorry if this one seems short, also, I have a quick author's note.

So, this might be my last chapter for a while, I've been struggling with mental and physical health for a few weeks now, so I'm just not going to post another chapter until I'm back to an okay mental and physical state, and thank you all for reading my book, even though it's a compleat train wreck at this point.

Anyways, like always, have a good day/night/whatever.

Don't forget to drink water and take care of yourself <3

-A nameless face