Everything is not always fine

The later it gets the less of a chance p.1

Once she was in her car she headed to the store then home. Once she gets home she goes to her room, strips and lies in bed. The breeze from the open window hit her and she feels the hairs on her arm stand. The mascara that was once on her lashes is now running down her face. What was the point of anything anymore. She has nothing to live for.

Now thinking about Roslyn JJ cried even harder. Why was she allowed to grow old? Who was she to be happy when Ros was dead? She tries not to think about how long it's been since she died. All the milestones she hit that Ros never got to. How she graduated high school, went to college, got a job, had sex, fell In love, and grew older than Ros would ever be. Before she knows it she her phone in her hand calling Emily. It goes to voicemail, she calls again but she gets he voicemail once more.

Emily calls back a few minutes later and she hears jjs weak voice on the other end of the line. "Em, can you come her? Please?". "Are you ok jj" she says bait gets no response "jj". "No.please emily". "I'm on my way"

She could always take the Xanax now. She usually talk to before and anxiety attack, but since she was in the middle of her second one maybe three? But if she took two normally, then maybe she should take four? But this is really bad, so...six? Jj cut off that line of thinking. She couldn't trust herself right now. She didn't know what was her real brain and her mental illness.

She wen to the bathroom and filled up the tub . Then grabbed the bag she brought back from the store. Emily was stuck in traffic because it was the end of the work day, while trying to get to Jj.

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as soon as Emily got the car from JJ she left work telling her to what was happening on her way out. She rushed out of the office and almost got to Jjs house but because of the traffic it took longer. Once she got there she unlocked the door rushing in. Calling Jjs name she ran up stairs. She didn't get a response.

She made it to her room and not seeing her just her clothes she had been wearing that day. Pushing the door open to the bathroom she saw Jjs body in the bathtub filled with blood.

Thank you so much for actually reading my story it means a lot.

I am going to try and get another chapter out tonight or tomorrow morning.

What do you think is going to happen to jj.