Love Me Senpai [Yandere! Sans x Neko! reader]

25

I stared at the blood stained floor. I couldn't sleep much that night. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was Sans bashing the poor guys face in. The guys screams of agony and Sans's psychotic laugh filled my head. I couldn't stop thinking about it. It felt like it was ringing in my ears still. Sometimes I couldn't tell whether it was still happening or not. This was all too much. 

Sans came down and placed breakfast in front of me. He didn't even look at me. I was glad he didn't. I never wanted to see that stupid face of his again. 

"Open.", he coldly demanded. 

"Go away."

"I'm not playing with you, (y/n). Open your mouth."

"Get away from me! I hate you!"

"You don't! You love me! You just won't admit it!"

"I want you dead! I never want to see you again!"

"Stop it!", his voice cracked. 

"Get the hell away from me! I hate you! I hope you get caught and die!"

Sans grabbed my face and shoved the spoon of oatmeal down my mouth. He seemed to be crying. 

"I don't understand. I did everything that you wanted. Why'd you have to try to run? Why'd you try to leave me? Why wouldn't you just love me?", he sobbed. 

"Because you're crazy! You killed my friends! You killed your brother for christ's sake!"

"Because he was trying to take you from me! You're crazy! You did the same thing to me! You took everything from me! And for what?! Because you were bored?! I'm doing this because I love you!"

"No! You don't get to pull that!"

"I do though! You're such a hypocrite, (y/n)! You stole everything from me countless times! You should like this! You should want this!"

"Because I thought there wouldn't be any consequences for my actions! There's consequences for this, Sans! All those people you killed are never coming back!"

"Good! They don't deserve to after they tried to take you from me! And don't act like I don't know what you're hiding, (y/n)! I already told you! I know everything about you.", he reminded then shoved another spoonful into my mouth. 

I felt a chill run down my back as I thought of what he meant. I had completely forgotten about it up until this point. It was my double edge sword. 

Sans fed me then headed back upstairs. I couldn't get what he said to me out of my head. Was he making a point? Am I hypocrite? No, I couldn't be. The situation is different. Right? Sans doesn't know what he's talking about, right? I was just being dumb back then. Sans knows what he's doing now. He knows that there's consequences for doing something like this. He just doesn't care. He's just trying to get in my head so he'll get me to love him again. It's not happening though. I won't let him win that easily. 

Sans came back down a little later. He untied me and used his powers to keep me still. He moved me over to the bathroom. He locked me inside then left. I groaned then took a bath. I waited for him to come back.

It felt like hours before he finally opened up the door. I didn't even bother to attack him or anything. He noticed that and walked up to me. I looked away from him. He grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers. I groaned and moved my hand. He grabbed it again. I tried to slap him but he grabbed my hand again. He dragged me off the counter then to a room upstairs. 

The room had a bed in the center and a dresser up against the wall with a TV on top. There was a closet to my left and a smaller desk with a mirror to the right. There was a small window above the bed. 

Sans locked me into that room. I rushed over to the window. I tried to open it but it was jammed. I tried to break the glass with my hands, it didn't even crack. I grabbed the chair that was tucked under the desk and threw it at the window. Nothing. I groaned in frustration as I sat on the bed. 

I let out a few sobs as I started to come to turns with the fact that I may never get to leave. I was stuck in this dumb house forever. With Sans of all people. This was once a dream I'd always have, living with Sans, just the two of us one day. But this turned out to be my prison. I'll never be able to get the happy ending I wanted. 

I cried for hours in the sheets of the bed. Sans brought up some food earlier but I didn't want to eat it. 

That went on for a few days. I was starting to feel weak. I didn't eat and cried till my tears ran dry. Sans finally got tired of my refusal to eat again. He started coming into the room and force feeding me again. I didn't put up much if a fight. I couldn't anyway. I'm pretty sure I was at the point of starving to death. 

"(Y/n)...why can't you just love me? Why's it so hard for you? You said you loved me before. Why can't we go back to that?", Sans sighed as he fed me lasagna. 

"You changed."

"I didn't though."

"You did. You used to want to only make me happy. You didn't hurt me or anyone else. You told really bad jokes and was so sweet."

"I already told you that nothing changed. You just never knew. You said you wanted to be my wife..how could you say that and never want to accept the real me? If you loved me back then..why did you never want me to be honest with you? Isn't that what you're supposed to want in a relationship?"

"I refuse to believe that any of this is the real you."

"Maybe that's the problem." he frowned as he got up and left. 

I sighed to myself. "Maybe it is..."