His Vicious Revenge

chapter 14

After some time the doctor let him see her. She was in unconscious state. He opened the door and stepped inside, eyes fixed on her. He took light steps towards her and reached her bed. He took her right hand in his both hands and gently rubbed them. Then he put them close to his mouth and placed a kiss, which was the most humble kiss ever. More he realized her state and looked at her, more he felt disgusted with himself. Then slightly he moved the hair strands from her forehead and placed them behind her ear.
"I'm sorry, I'm no good for you" he apologized in a guilty voice.
Then he stood up and left the room as he could not bear seeing her in this condition.
He made up his mind that he needs some professional help to overcome his past. He could never forget his past which led him to this. He completely changed and became a horrible version after his past. He almost killed her two times which even scared him more that what if he accidentally repeat the same mistake twice. He will never be able to live his life anymore like a man or even human. Because he will certainly turn into a beast. He cursed himself under his breath and started to plan that what he should do to make Alaya comfortable and control his anger issues and forget his past.
The only thing rang in his mind was that she hates him. And will never love him. She wants to escape him and live her life as she wants. To make her happy and lively he has to leave her and let her have her freedom.
He planned everything in his mind with a heavy heart. The doctor told him that he can take her home tomorrow, as the wound has already started to heal and at home she will feel more comfortable. He thanked the doctor and spend a restless night in the hospital.
He received several messages from his secretary for the delayed meetings but cancelled them all. And told her that he needs a week off but he will come to office to only attend important meetings and she can bring the paper work to his home so he will sign them there. Further he told her to open a vacancy for a CEO. He wants a new CEO to lead his company.

After finalizing all his office work he sat on the sofa beside Alaya's bed and closed hi eyes. It was a painful decision to make but he has to do it. It was almost 4 months of their marriage. But what he thought that he would avenge her, turned out to be worst. She was a weak human who can never bear his cruelties. And he felt guilty himself for doing all the wrong doings to her. After all she was a human who had her own life but he caged her and snatched her life and will from her. And nobody gave him right to do so.

The Morning turned out to be a cloudy one. The weather was pleasant. He spent his night beside her and his every muscle was aching due to the restless position. But it was the least he can do. As he found her moving lightly, he picked up his coat and left the room before she open her eyes and see him who was responsible for her condition.
Instead he made the nurse to go inside and help her. The nurse entered and found Alaya awake. She was sitting on the bed with the help of pillows on her back.
"How are you feeling?" The nurse asked her.
"Just pain in my head" she replied with difficulty.
"Oh it will go away and doctor will recommend you some painkillers to help you." She replied with sincerity.
"Thanks" she replied the gesture.
The nurse helped her to change and wash herself.
I'm noon the doctor checked up on her last time to and discharged her. She was feeling much better as her head did not hurt anymore due to painkillers she took. She wore her slippers and stepped down from bed. She lifted her head to move towards to door to only find Gerard coming towards her. The doctor and nurse left the room.
The emotions on her face were undescribable. The one could find hurt, disgust, fear, terror and nervousness. He moved towards her and tried to help her. But she moved away from him.
"Look I know you should hate me and deny my help but still let me help you because you are weak and you will not be able to walk on your own." He said while looking at her face, while on the other side she was not even ready to face him.
In an instant, without waiting for her reply he picked her up in his both arms. While she panicked at the sudden action.
"Let me down, I'll go on my own!" She shouted.
"Keep your voice low or the doctor will complain, you can be mad at me and shout, beat me and even kill me but at home. Now please let me do what I'm doing and don't intermingle." He requested her.
"Still let me down, I hate your presence, I hate your touch and I hate you. I don't care if you'll kill me because I don't care anymore, it's better to die rather than to be with you, now let me go." She said with determination, even she was shocked at her confidence. Tears formed in her eyes.
"Even if I apologize for my whole life I still don't deserve your forgiveness but just give me a chance to show how guilty I am and how disgusted I feel at myself for doing everything to you and I promise what I will do from now on will only promise happiness to you" he said with sincerity dripping from his face and eyes.
She remained silent, while disbelief across her face. His eyes were speaking same words he stated.

She silently let him carry her. He moved out of the hospital and placed her gently on the car seat.