Three Samonte
9:30 PM
Travis:
Kestrel
Three:
Sup?
Travis:
I'm jealous
Three:
Fuck HAHAHAHAHHAA
Sabihin mo kay Clay, wag sa akin
Ang pangit ng dating, parang ako ang gusto mo. Kadiri
Travis:
I love her. Kaibigan lang naman kayo diba?
Three:
Kaibigan ko lang si Clay. Pero hindi ibig sabihin nun hahayaan ko lang siya sayo. Travis, you broke up with Ria and I know for sure it was because she's back. You're a jerk
Travis:
I know. Pero ayoko namang lokohin si Ria. I don't wanna be in a relationship with her while thinking about Clay
Three:
Sigurado ka bang si Clay pa rin? Kasi baka mamaya closure lang ang hanap mo kay Clay. Ayokong masaktan iyong kaibigan ko, nahihirapan na siyang mabawi iyong buhay niya
The least thing she need is a heart break
Travis:
I love her. It never change
Three:
Hindi ba nagbago Travis? Apat na taon na
Travis:
No, and I'm sure of it. I love Clay
Three:
Kung mahal mo si Clay, minahal mo man lang ba ni minsan si Ria? You made her a rebound
Travis:
I liked her, it's just that it wasn't that strong compared to what I feel for Clay
Three:
How are you so sure? Paano kung closure lang pala ang habol mo kay Clay?
Travis:
I don't need closure, hindi naman naging kami.
I've been assessing myself, Kestrel. Hindi ako gumagawa ng desisyong hindi ko napagisipang mabuti
I've been thinking of it, and everytime I think about it, I always came with the same conclusion. That I love Clay. That I wanted to be with her kasi kung hindi siya, baka mangyari lang ulit iyong nangyari sa amin ni Ria
Three:
Mangyari ang alin?
Travis:
I courted Ria for almost a year. I knew I liked her, pero hanggang doon lang. At the first months of our relationship we were happy. I treated her right pero nung tumagal pakiramdam ko hindi na tama
Hindi na tama kasi biglang nagiba iyong naramdaman ko. Fucked up I know, but every time I held Ria's hand, Clay always manage to mess me up.
That's why I broke up with Ria. I know I'm not treating her right anymore kasi palagi ko ng naiisip si Clay. That look on her face when she confessed that she likes me too, palaging bumabalik sa akin
Ayokong magpakagago pa lalo na habang kasama ko si Ria, iyong nararamdaman ko na kay Clay na ulit. Hindi ko masikmura na mag sinungaling pa lalo kay Ria
I've been meaning to broke up with her, naisakto lang na nung bumalik si Clay, doon rin ako nagkaroon ng lakas ng loob na hiwalayan siya
Because I know how it felt to be broken, hindi naging kami ni Clay pero sobrang nasaktan ako nung umalis siya kahit pa alam kong para iyon mismo sa kaligtasan niya.
Three:
Sigurado ka ba? Kasi kapag nasaktan mo si Clay, baka mabugbog na kita
Travis:
I love her, so much.
Three:
Naguusap ba kayo?
Travis:
May isang buwan ng hindi kami naguusap, blinock niya ulit ako at iniiwasan niya ako sa school. I also wanted to respect Ria, three month rule
Three:
Good.
Clay was really trying so hard to remember. She's doing everything she can. She wants to remember pero wala talaga siyang maalala
Awang-awa na ako sa kaibigan ko. Ang sabi ng mommy niya palagi nilang naririnig iyong iyak ni clay gabi-gabi. Palaging nagmamakaawa sa sarili niyang makaalala na siya
Hindi man niya sabihin pero alam naming lahat na gusto ka niyang makaalala. Just give her a little more time.
Travis:
I understand.
But I want to know your perspective about this. Do you think it's okay that after three months, lumapit na ulit ako kay Clay? Do you think it won't disrespect Ria anymore?
Three:
As long as you explained everything to Ria. Huwag mong hayaan na isipin niya na nakipaghiwalay ka dahil balik na si Clay, though that was one of the reasons. Ipaintindi mo sa kanya na ayaw mo na siyang mas masaktan pa, make her know that you loved her too.
Travis:
Sige, salamat
Three:
For a jerk like you, you're pretty considerate. Mostly, the ex doesn't give a single fuck anymore to their ex
Travis:
Ayoko lang na sisihin niya si Clay. Ako ang may kasalanan at hindi siya. Plus Clay doesn't need her judgements,her cristicisms because that's the least thing she needs right know
Clay needs to get her life back.
Three:
We'll help her. Antay ka na lang muna hanggang matapos iyong three-month rule. After that, you can help Clay remember her memories with you
Travis:
Salamat, Kestrel.
