pain of love

part 14

Karthik was happy or say he was over the moon he never thought he would get naira forgiveness or a chance but today when naira gave him a chance he couldn't believe he only knew how much he died each second after knowing the truth ..... In these 2 years his ego never allowed him to think anything he always thought naira was wrong but when Karthik got to know the truth his ego anger vanished he could clearly see his mistake or sin then a fear crept his heart what if naira leaves him? Can he live with this guilt? And most importantly after knowing her innocence can he live without her? .... And the answer was NO Karthik can't live without her two years he lived with her memories her things when he met her he was happy and contented but his ego and anger overpowered his sense and the next movement when he got to know she moved on she was no longer his she belonged to someone else he was shattered broken he couldn't handle the fact ...his heart broke into serval peices and the pain was unbearable for him... But today he got to know the whole truth which shaked his existence and the next moment he just wanted to hug her and apologize for one last time but naira words hurted him he hugged her tightly as if she would vanish if he will loosened his hold he just wanted forgiveness ..
He knew naira was right her every word was true but still it Pierced his soul.. He was shattered but naira giving him chance made him feel alive he promised himself the very movement that he would never hurt his angel never... Only if he knew

Only if

Only

Naira room was destroyed every damn thing was broken like her heart and there on the floor she laid with red puffy eyes indicating that she cried a lot ....

Karan entered in her room to fine naira in this condition he panicked and Imdiatelly called her "naira"

Naira looked up to see her brother not by blood but by heart her support system standing there.... Karan moved towards and hugged her in his protective embrace... Naira snuggled more into him

Karan: nairu kya hua did someone say something say something

Naira; he came Karan he apologized ... She said tears made a way from her eyes

Karan: you knew it he will come be strong bacha please.... He said trying to make her comfortable

Naira: he wanted forgiveness he wanted a chance he said he love me..2 saal pehle maine bhi maafi mangi thi maine bhi ek chance manga tha par kisi ne nhi diya ... Self respect ko rond kar log kehte hain vo mohhabat karte hain... Ye kaisa pyaar hain karu jo self respect ko barbaad kardeta hain jo insaan ko barbaad kardeta phir maafi mang lete hain ...kya Uske maafi mangne se mera dard kam ho jayega mere aasu mere ghav bhar jayenge... Kitni aasaani se keh diya usne ki he want a chance.. She said a broke down in his arms crying and sobbing

Karan : naira please stop crying baby you wanted it right then what's the problem
.... He couldn't see his sis crying it hurt him

Naira: I know I wanted it but I can't handle it he still effects me I bloody love him so much uske shabd abhi bhi mujhe hurt karte his tears effect me... I can't forgive him it's not easy as it looks like I can't vo yaadien mera pecha nhi chod to it still hurts me uski engagement vo abhi bhi haunt karti hain nhi bhula sakti main vo pal jab usne meri jagha kisi aur ko deti mere haq kisi aur ko diya nhi bhul sakti jab usne mujhe jaane ko kaha jab usne mujhe apne bhai ki maut ke liye blame kiya jab vo chup raha..I can't trust him again I can't ..... She said shaking her head and hands with tears she looked so vulnerable

Karan: I understand naira but why did you give him chance.... He asked the thing which was eating him why did naira forgive him it wasn't in there plan

Naira: because he isn't well .... She said shocking him while taking a sharp intake of breath

Karan: what.... He asked not able to understand anthing