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❝ 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬. ❞
- 𝐨 . 𝐝𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
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❝ This story is about a girl in highschool who met a boy called Dazai Osamu. Feel free to read this story to find out more about this girl...
As I opened my eyes, I tried to read the clock with my blurry vision as I had just woken up. Again, it was 6 : 50 a.m. in the morning. ' Alright. Time for another day of pure suffering. ' I thought to myself as I got up to do my morning routine.
When I reached my classroom, my lecturer announced that there was a new boy that would be joining us. His name is ... Dazai Osamu...? I wondered. The lecturer commanded him to seat beside me, where there used to be noone. Why here? I thought. He skipped over and hummed a sad tune to himself as he sat down beside me. Even when I was panicking internally, I maintained a cold appearance, as usual. Not being able to contain my curiosity of how he really looked like, I decided to take a quick glance at him. Suddenly, time seemed to have froze. He was already looking at me. I turned away an instant with my face flushing red.
Dazai asked if there was any problem he could help with. I remained cold and did not answer. I moved to an empty seat beside me, moving further away from him. Without hesitation, he moved closer to me and acted like it was nothing. I could hear my heart pounding like crazy. My head was literally going in all directions as I trembled in fear, sweating slightly. Noticing how scared I was, Dazai comforted me and said that he would not hurt me as he patted my head. Did he just touch me? H-how? There were millions of questions wandering around my mind. I calmed myself down and turned back to my emotionless face.
After school, I quicky packed my bag and decided to leave the school. As I left the school, I felt a warm hand that gripped mine. It was Dazai. He approached me and asked me to be his friend. Shattered by what I had heard, I gave a frantic look. Dazai pinned me to the nearest wall and slowly leaned closer and closer to me. Once again, I felt my heart palpitating faster than ever before. What is this? What is going on? I thought to myself over and over again. Not long after, our lips finally made contact. What is this feeling? I thought as Dazai continued his passionate kiss. I broke the kiss to catch some air as he smirked. I looked at him in the eyes. I asked him, " Why? " he did not reply with the answer I wanted but instead, he said " You seem like the girl I've been looking for. " I stood rooted to the ground, confused. What? Me? I gazed into his dark brown eyes as he gazed into my dark grey eyes. This time, I noticed his hands and neck were covered in bandages, just like mine. Was this the reason why he said that I was the one he had been looking for? W-we are both suicidal..? I thought and thought while Dazai had no idea what I was wondering.
After what seemed like an eternity, we decided to go back to our homes due to our exhaustion. He also asked to meet up tomorrow morning and walk to school together. I accepted shyly as we took different directions and walked back to our homes.
