Falling for him

Chapter 18

Mattheo's pov

I ran to my dorm , closing the door . She rejected me , told me that I was a liar. The hurt look on her face while she was crying and yelling at me just broke me .

I hated make her cry , I hated see her cry , I hated she her hurt but she rejected me . I felt a void in me , like if all the hapiness and the joy of my life have disappear to let place to the pain and the sadness.

But I was also full of anger , in a certain way , she had choose Theodore , she chose to trust HIM and not me . She made me feel so hurt  , so weak. How could I been so stupid . I was mattheo riddle , God . 

I was not weak , I wasn't going to be falling for a girl who rejected me . It's over . All of this is over. I swore to myself I will never be so weak again .

 While this thoughs ran into my head , I felt the void in me grow . But I didn't listen it.

Y/n's pov

He left the library, leaving me crying. I was wiped out however he was the one lying . Lying about Theodore , even if he knew I was forced to marry him . But I was his actual girlfriend .

But after , this night , I though , I though that......  , never mind . I knew that stop all of this would be hard but seeing him lying to me in front of me just broke my heart .

But apparently , since one year my heart must already be in pieces . Tears running on my face , I sat in the armchair , thoughing about what Mattheo has say . 

Of course he was lying , Theodore would never do this to me . Would he ? I was now worried . Could Mattheo has say the truth ? No , he was perforce lying , it couldn't be other wise.

But , something in me pushed me to check anyways . I was sure I wouldn't find nothing if I went to Theodore's dorm to talk with him . Plus , it would confirm my thoughs about the Mattheo's lies.

I wiped the tears from my face and took the lead of the slytherin's boy's dorms .  In front of Theodore's door , I was going to knock when I heard some noises coming from the inside .

So , without knocking , I open the door . The only view of inside made me froze with horror. Theodore was in his bed with a girl , both naked . 

" THEDORE WHAT THE FUCK ? " I yelled , tears starting rolling again on my cheeks

They both turned their head to me . The girl covered herself with a blanket and left the dorm immediatly . Theodore stood up and dressed himself .

" Y/n , it's not what you think " He said

" HOW IT'S NOY WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE ? YOU GONNA TELL YOU WASN'T FUCKING HER ? I'M SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND THEODORE "

" Y/n listen , you have to calm down " 

" HOW DARE YOU TO TELL ME TO CALM DOWN " I shouted at him 

I couldn't think well . Mattheo was true , he told me the truth . I had to know if he told me the entire truth .

I walked to his desk and saw some papers on it . I tried to take them . But Theodore grabbed them first .

" GIVE IT TO ME " 

" No , they are just papers why would you want to read them ?" he told me , discretly taking them behind his back  " I will explain you , and then , there will be no more problem " he said trying to hold my hand .

" SHUT UP " I yelled taking them and started to read them .

My eyes ran on the first paper , it was a letter to his father . Every sentences annihilated me even more.

"don't worry father ", "you can count on me "," this stupid girl will obey us" , "I control the situation" , "She doesn't know anything " , " she's so silly and naive " 

" WHAT IS THIS " He looked away " WHAT ARE THOSE LETTERS THEODORE ? " I yelled louder , didn't matter if the whole Hogwarts heard me

" You weren't suppose to read this " he told me colder than ever . 

I slapped him so hard he stepped back , his hand on his cheek to ease the pain . 

" YOU LIED TO ME YOU BASTARD , YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED US TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER , YOU TOLD ME THAT WE WERE GOING TO BE HAPPY " I cried  " YOU WERE MY FRIEND , I TRUSTED YOU " 

" So , I guess you're just a stupid girl " he said , his hand still on his face , looking at me straight in the eyes

I almost couldn't breathe , shocked .

" I TRUSTED YOU , I STOOD AGAINST HIM  FOR YOU AND I LOST HIM FOR YOU " I tried to slapp him again but he grabbed my wrist

" I don't even know who the fuck you're talking about and I don't give a fuck but let me tell you something : you're gonna be my wife wheter you want it or not , and you're gonna obey me ."

I violently freed myself from his grip .

" NO I'M NOT , NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT , NEVER TOUCH ME AGAIN OR I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU " I grabbed the letters and threw them to him " Now go tell that to your dad little son of a bitch " I angrily told him.

Then , I left his dorm and ran to mine , trying not to burst into tears but miserabbly failling . Those tears weren't for Theodore , even if I felt furious and betrayed , they weren't for him .

No , I have make a mistake and I needed to fix that whatever the price or what I would have to do ........

...................................................... To be continued ...............................................