Falling for him

Chapter 29

Y/n's pov

He was gone . All of this was over . All the death eaters stopped fighting , some were killed , some were arrested . Everybody was watching Mattheo and me , but I didn't care .

I brought him closer, put my hand on the back of his head , and kissed him . He kissed back immediatly hugging me as tight as possible . Despite of everyone watching us , it felt like it was the just two of us .

Just him and I , alone , no one else . I looked at his eyes . I saw love . I felt myself in peace , relief , joy . We succeeded . I would never leave him . We would stay together forever.

 When we finally pulled back , we saw our friends walking towards us . Anna was holding Draco's hand and Pansy was holding Blaises . I smiled at the view of this .

" finally  " I told them

They smiled and we all hugged. We walked throught the great hall and my heart sank when I saw all the bodies lying on the ground and people mourning those they had lost .

Fred Weasley , Snape , Remus Lupin , Tonks ,  Lavender Brown , they were a lot who have died in this battle . I felt bad for their family .

Then , my gaze fell on a body . I froze immediatly . A young brown haired man was lying , lifeless. Theodore Nott . I wasn't feeling pain cause he had been a bastard with me , lying to me , cheating on me , spying on me .

But he still has been my friends during 5 years , I had fun with him , I laughed with him . I felt myself starting crting then I stopped . I wasn't crying because theodore died . I was crying because the Theodore I liked died , but this Theodore had already disappear months ago .

I looked at and hallways and saw the Whickham family running away . I could have run to kill them but I already knew they were weak , they were followers of Voldemort only because of fear. They didn't worth it , I knew they were going to disappear , ran away , far from england .

Then , I looked at the school , almost evrything had been destroyed in the fight , the hallways , the classrooms , the windows , the roofs , the walls . I felt my heart thighten . Hogwarts had always been my home , the place where I felt safe , where I grew up , where I made friends , where I laughed , where I learnt magic , where I fell in love with Mattheo  and where we confessed our feelings.

I felt like if I had no home anymore , and then I realized . My home wasn't a castle made of stone . It was the people , the professors , the students of the four houses , the slytherins , my best friends and Mattheo ..

Mattheo , he was my home , my everything . I looked at him and realized it : all of this was done , we would be able to be together , forever . I came out of the castle , in the yard , where all the people were , celebreting our victory , crying because of their loses , but feeling free.

I went to my friends and Mattheo who were talking in the middle of everybody , next to all the slytherins , they all stopped their conversation when I came . I frowned my brows .

" Why are you all stopping talking ? " I asked confused 

Then , Mattheo nodded to them and took my hand . I guided me a little away and knelt in front of me . My heart suddenltly raced in my chest .

" Y/n , I have loved you since the day I met you , years ago . I've grown up with you and all my first times I have shared them with you . You comforted me when I was sad , you made me laugh everyday , you had been my best friend all my life .

But I've always loved you more than a friend , when I realized that , I panicked because I knew we couldn't be together . I left you alone , avoided you suddently without any explications , but months after , when I needed you you were there.

Then we understood that someone lied to us during all our lifes , so I though we could finally be together . But this person tried to kill you , during one month , I though you were dead . This month have been the worst of my whole life , I was in hell .

Not able to feel anything but pain and sadness . When I knew I couldn't live without you anymore I tried to kill myself . The last thing I though was that if , by miracle , one day , in another life I could see you agin , i would tell you all of this and do this .

But you saved me , like you've saved me , like you've always done . You brought me back from hell to heaven and you freed us . You are my everything , my world and entire universe . I love you , I've always loved you and I'll love you forever .

Y/n Y/l/n Would you make me the happiest man on earth and do me the honor of marrying me ?"

Tears of hapiness were now running on my cheeks .

" Yes  , yes of course Theo " 

He stood up and I jumped in his arm , kissing him with passion while everybody around were clapping . I didn't look at them . I barely heard the clapping . Mattheo and me were alone , just us two on earth , just him and I , and it would be forever .

I looked at him deep in the eyes .

" I love you Mattheo Riddle " 

" I love you Y/n Y/l/n , forever and ever "

...................................... to be continued ......................................