Doah Oneshots

11.

"Dixie it's me or him." Anger rushed through me.

"Nick your insane." He did not just tell me to pick between him and my best friend. I looked over at Noah who was at the door looking down at his phone clueless.

Noah was my best friend since we were 3. We did everything together. Two peas in a pod.

Nick was my boyfriend of 3 years. I loved him so much I thought he was my forever person. But now, standing in front of him, I can't help but feel anger.

He always had trust issues when it came to me and a Noah and we both had to reassure him that we were simply just friends, cause we were.

Sure, I would spend more time usually with Noah than Nick but that didn't mean I didn't love him any less.

Today I could tell he got fed up with it. Me and Noah had just come home from the park, celebrating our 17 year anniversary of being friends.

We were having a great time and laughing when I open my door to see Nick sitting on my couch.

"Babe what are you doing here? I thought we made plans for tomorrow?" As I got closer to him I see his face red with anger.

"I just came by to see if you were okay, I tried calling and texting but you weren't answering, you always do."

There it is. The protective and overthinking boyfriend phase. I knew I was getting myself into this when he asked me to be his girlfriend but I was too in love with him to realize.

"I'm sorry, Noah over here took my only charger last night and my phone died earlier today. I didn't mean to make you worried." I tried reassuring him but he only got angrier.

"Of course. Can I speak to you alone Dixie?" with that Noah went outside into the hallway.

I roll my eyes knowing that Nick would just be complaining again. But this time that wasn't the case.

'back to the beginning'

"Nick i'm not choosing between you and Noah you are crazy. We are just friends! It's always been like that."

Now that was a lie.

Noah was my first kiss. And I was his when we were both 15 *5 years ago*. He was my first love, my first everything.

We decided after a couple months of dating that we were better off as friends, even though we were both still deeply in love with each other.

You would think it would be weird but no, we just went back to being the same way we always were, best friends.

Noah didn't have many girlfriends after our break up but whenever he did, they would always get jealous of him and me the same way nick would get jealous.

But they would automatically make him choose. and he always choose me. He told me no matter how much he loved the girl, he would always choose me.

That I came first. I didn't realize until now how much I still loved Noah. I don't think I ever stopped.

"Dixie I see the way you look at him. You spend more time with him than me! Your own boyfriend! If you love me show me! That's why you need to pick or I'm out." he said coldly.

I stood there, no emotions. I didn't realize how controlling this man was. I can't believe I was in love with him.

"get out then." I said sternly, no choke in my voice, my eyes burned into his. He looked at me wide eyed. He wasn't expecting it.

"Fine then. Have a nice time with Noah." He left without saying anything more. Noah came in not even one second later.

He didn't say anything, he already knew what happened. He opened his arms as I ran into his them.

He grabbed me tightly and lifted me up, my arms going around his neck and my legs around his torso.

All the tears I couldn't cry before finally came out. I can't believe he would make me choose between the two people I thought i loved the most.

Someone I love would never make me choose between two people.

Noah led me to the couch, sitting me on his lap and stroking my hair, as i cried hard in his chest.

"shh shh everything's going to be okay. i'm right here dix." he said as she stroked my hair and rubbed my back.

As I calmed down I looked up into his eyes. He caressed my cheek and with his thumb he wiped my tears away, something he would always do.

That action would always make my heart flutter and it made me smile in the darkest of times. He looked me into my eyes. I stared back into his hazel green eyes. They were filled with love.

I take hand and rest it on his cheek, leaning in closer. He glances down at my lips, giving me reassurance that he also wanted this.

I press my lips onto his soft luscious lips as he kissed back instantly. Butterflies erected in my stomach once again, remembering the feeling of our first kiss.

We both pull away and our our foreheads together, both is us smiling like crazy. He grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers, kissing my lips softly again.

I realized that no one made me feel the way Noah did. How could I have been so dumb?

As the kiss grew more and more passionate, I was willing to go myself to him. I would do whatever it takes for Noah.

It's always been him .

a/n: something short and soft. next one shot is something else oop-