Doah Oneshots

13.

"Dixie?" I heard a low and husky voice call from behind me, not far away. I knew that voice from a mile away.

It was my ex boyfriends.

I cleared my throat and wiped my eyes as I had been having a rough night at the party, seeing other girls flirt with him.

It was our first encounter with each other since the break up a few weeks back. We mutually decided to break things off as our lack of communication failed.

I thought it would be good, but my heart broke every day since. I wouldn't get out of bed and my family started to get worried.

I convinced them I was fine but I was completely broken without him. It might sound crazy but he was my rock and I needed him.

I tried reaching out to him, sending multiple texts and spamming him with calls but I got nothing. I checked his instagram to see to him having the time of his life out of town with his family and home town friends.

It made me realize that maybe this breakup was good for the one of us, maybe he was better without me.

So I decided to stop spamming him and let him live his life, even if I couldn't live without him.

Today I feeling miserable as always and i planned on just staying home like i always did. But I got a call from Addison telling me Bryce was having a party.

She insisted for me to go practically begged me and dragged me out of bed. I only agreed because I too needed to clear my head.

When we got there the smell of alcohol filled my nose, giving me an instant headache.

I looked around the room to see many unfamiliar people but also many people i knew, one of them being Noah.

He had a red solo cup in his hand as he talked to a blonde girl. She was all up on him and he looked uncomfortable but didn't seem to mind.

I felt tears sting my eyes. I couldn't be jealous, we were broken up. He was free to go and date anyone he wanted.

I ran upstairs and found my way to the roof, getting away from the smell of weed and alcohol and the now muffled music.

I was planning on sitting out there alone for the rest of the party, not in the mood to do anything.

I sat there and cried, knowing no one could hear me. I let it all out. I laid on the uncomfortable roof as it felt like the only comfort I had.

Then all of the sudden I was no longer alone.

I turn around to see Noah standing there, looking sorrowful. He gave me a genuine smile as I weakly gave him one back.

"What are you doing up here? Shouldn't you be enjoying yourself?" I asked him. I couldn't look at him any longer without crying.

"I could ask you the same." He said getting closer. "Can I sit?" I nod my head, knowing it's not what I really want.

"Were you crying?" Noah asked me looking at my test stained face. Fuck you makeup.

"Uh yea, the smell inside made my head hurt and the pain got unbearable." I lied.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" He asked worriedly. I shake my head no and look down.

"So what are you doing up here?" I asked him trying to get a conversation in that wasn't awkward.

"Getting away from everybody. To many people are on top of me." I forgot that the roof was both our escape places.

"I love you." Noah said as he kissed my head. I laid on top of him on the roof.

"I love you more." I say turning to sit on his lap facing him, wrapping my legs around his torso.

He kisses my nose then my lips softly. "Not possible." He said before kissing me to stop me from arguing.

He pulled away seconds later and looked up. "Wow. Babe look at the sunset." He said in awe.

I turn my body and lay my head on his chest, looking out into the horizon. "It's beautiful." I say as I admire the pinkish purple sky.

"Not as beautiful as you though. You are my version of a sunset." Noah says making me blush. I turn and give him a passionate kiss before he pulls away.

All of the sudden we heard a song come on from around the neighborhood. "Come on lets dance." Noah said getting us both up.

He held me firmly by the waist, making sure I didn't fall off the roof. I giggled as he started swaying us back and forth to the beat of the music.

He spun me around and we continued to dance as if we were at a gala. I laid my head on his chest as I wished we could stay like that forever.

"Dixie? Are you okay?" I was brought back to reality by Noah's voice. I feel droplets of water dropping onto my skin only to realize I was crying.

I wipe my tears once again and try to contain myself. "Y-yeah I'm fine, sorry about that." I shoot him a fake smile.

We sat there in silence for a minute before we heard faint music from around the neighborhood.

They were playing our song.

Noah cleared his throat and stood up. I thought he was going to leave but instead I looked over at him extending his hand to me.

"Do you maybe wanna...dance?" I flashed him a smile before I took his hand and he helped me up.

He instantly grabbed me by my waist tightly, as if it was just instinct. The feeling made me safe. It felt nice to finally feel his touch again.

I put my arms around his neck as he swayed us to the music like he always did before. I laid my head on his chest.

We just danced in silence to the music, taking in the moment. We both didn't realize how much we were yearning for each other.

"I missed you." He said abruptly catching me off guard. He sighed like he needed to get it off his chest.

I didn't know what to say. I really wanted to say I missed him too but I couldn't. The words never left my mouth. It's like all I could be is silent.

"You don't have to say anything. I just missed you. I miss us Dixie. I feel like a jerk letting you go so easily. It made me realize that I can't live without you Dixie. I still love you."

I was left speechless. I didn't expect him to say that. Not at all. I looked into his eyes not knowing what to say back.

All I could feel was a sigh of relief. He truly missed me and I felt the same way. Just being back in his arms made me feel happy.

The happiest I had felt in a while.

"Can we please try again? I need you in my life Dixie." He said as his eyes got glossy as they looked into mine.

I pulled him closer to me as I connected our lips. He continued to hold me tightly as his hands roamed my waist and my hands went to his hair, pulling slightly.

I finally pulled away from the magical kiss and connected our foreheads as we both caught our breath.

"Does that answer your question?" I said while giggling as a smile spread across his face.

"God I love you." He said as he placed a kiss another kiss on my lips.

I pull away and intertwine our hands. "I love you more."

"Not possible."

a/n: this was cute to write :)