I will love you forever, my love. ObaMitsu

Chapter 8

TW Expect self harm and a few slaps !!

Mitsuri's pov
I woke up from my 'nap' and it was morning so I guess I slept all yesterday. I mean I was crying.. I may seem like a crybaby because some girls said I should stop eating but I've been going through a lot and that's been putting a lot of stress on my shoulders. And I'm sensitive to. It was 11 when I woke up.. I felt really stressed out and my mom said some hurtful things to me..

(Flash black to the other night) Mitsuri's pov
"Where were you?" My Mother said. "I-I was with my friend Iguro.." I said, "Don't you dare lie to me, Lair. I hate you, Bitch" And with that she slapped me real hard. "I'm not lying.." and I ran to my room. I went to my bathroom to treat the slap.. and I seen a blade, I have always heard cutting was bad, but was it that bad?. So I tried it, I hurt for a few minutes but then it took away all the stress. So I did a few more then I brushed my teeth and treated the slap.

End of flash back (Mitsuri's pov)
Then I remembered the blade. So I went to where I put the blade just in case someone found it. One, two, three, cuts, more and more. My wrist was bleeding but it felt good. I put the blade back real quick because I heard a knock at my door. I put my hoodie on and went to the door. "Hey mitsuri.. why are you wearing a hoodie?" Iguro was here and he asked that. "Oh, I don't know, it's really comfy, besides I'm kinda cold too." I said. "Oh, ok well would you like to talk about when we went to the cafè?" He asked. "Uhm.. maybe for a little? My mother will be home in two hours.." I said looking down.. "oh sure, may I come in?" He asked, "Oh of course." I said and let him in. I made lunch a little early since I missed breakfast, "Uhm Would you like some fruit and a sandwich?" I asked, "yea! You made it so it must be really good!" He said, I blushed.. he's really nice and made my day..

Not for long.

"Here you go, Iguro-San" I said and gave him the fruit and sandwich. "Thank you mitsuri" he got up and kissed my cheek. I felt my face heat up!! I hid my face so he couldn't see me and after a few minutes my face seemed fine so we started talking about what happened that night. So I told him "well when you went to the bathroom I.. was waiting for the food and these girls were telling me that I shouldn't eat that much and that I should stop eating.. and you know I'm sensitive.." I said, he looked at me sadly and took my hand. "I'm sorry I wasn't there.. but I promise I'll protect you from now on." He said and that made me happy. "It's not you're fault. Thank you, Iguro-san." I said and then we started to lighten the mood by playing some video games. It's been a while and I looked at the time and it was 2:32. Oh no! My mom getting off in 30 minutes.. If she sees Iguro she'll get angry.. "H-hey Iguro, my mom gets off in 30.. do you mind if you go?.." I said, I felt bad but I didn't want him to see my mother go crazy because I had him over.. "of course, I'll get going now." He said and he got his stuff and left.. after around 20 minutes later my mother got home. I ran to my room because I didn't want to hear my mother yell at me. When I ran to my room, my mother came in.. She yelled at me, she seemed drunk. Oh no.
She came up to me and Slapped me. I cried quietly, when she left I treated to slap.. I sobbed in the restroom, but that soon turned to anger. And I grabbed that blade and cut over and over until my wrist was filled with cuts. I brushed my teeth and went on my phone. I guess my mother fell asleep. I wanted to cry to someone but I didn't wanna tell anyone why I was crying so I cried by my self until I fell asleep. When I woke up it was around 8 pm.
I had gotten a text from Iguro.. "Hey mitsuri, Just wanted to ask if you'd wanna hang out with me tomorrow." He said that 2 hours ago.. I felt bad because I didn't respond fast enough.
"Sorry Iguro I fell asleep. But uhm sure we can hang out tomorrow." It took him a good 5 minutes to answer. "Oh it's ok and great! Meet me at my house around 4 pm" he said. "Ok. See you tomorrow." I said and went back to sleep.