Let it all GO

Part 3

Each night of my summer went the same exact way. I cried myself to sleep in the night and in the day when I would go out I tried to avoid you know who in public and just in general. I still don't know what I feel but I think that's okay and it better be I'm confused with myself maybe that's just what being me is gonna mean. Aside from that summer school wasn't too bad I survived it but now is time for sophomore year.  Back in class with everyone from last year....yeah even....him.

( skip to Monday morning )

I wake up, I get dressed and brush my teeth, I got so many text messages from the class group chat but ignore it. I arrive at school and walk into my classroom and see only one person. My worst nightmare since the incident that happend.

Mikey: hey y/n

"Hi" you say while your stomach spins

I feel like my stomach is doing cartwheels in circles I tried not to show it as best as I could

He tries to have a comfortable conversation "how was your summer"

"It was fine" he knew that you lied

I lied to him.

I hate lying especially to the people that I
trust- no the people that I'm supposed to trust. It was an obvious lie because how great can your summer be when your avoiding almost all your friends except your closest. Your dad probably doesn't even know you exist and if he does he doesn't care. And your mom is all the way in another country.

There was an awkward silence

Marisol thankfully walked in and saw my situation and immediately came in
to rescue me

"Me and y/n have something that we need to do in the library so if you'll excuse us" Marisol says quickly

We ran to my locker
"Thanks Marisol I don't know what I would have done with out you" you tell her while she smiles at you

"It's no problem I like helping out my best friend" she replies while you both smile and laugh a bit.

Sorry this part was kinda long I got carried away. But I hope you like it, if you do or if you don't maybe tell me in the comment <3