where the wind blows | t. mitsuya

chapter 4 : wait for you

before everyone can turn around and see us kissing we both pulled apart. we both were panting and my cheeks were so red! my first kiss, i just had my first kiss!

mitsuya put his hand behind my head and pushed it towards the crook of his neck. his heart was beating so fast and his ear was red.

"oho! what's this?" mikey started teasing us while eating his dorayaki.

did he purposely put my face beside his neck so that they couldn't see my red face? i felt his chest vibrated and his low chuckle.

"y/n feels sleepy that's why i let her lean on me." he started explaining, that's a good save and i'm relieved.

mikey and the others excused themselves, they said i should rest first before we can proceed since there's a lot of time.

i slowly rise my head and sit at the end of the bed. i can't look at him! what will i say if he ask me why i kissed him? well he kissed me too!

i took a peak beside me, mitsuya was still leaning his back at the headboard, his clothes messy, and his lips red. mitsuya's other hand was covering his eyes and he was a blushing mess.

"m-mitsuya.. i'm sorry about the kiss." i don't know what to say! mitsuya sat up properly and cleared his throat.

"it's fine, i was the first one that initiated it anyway." after what he said we sat there in silence and i feel like my ear drums are gonna explode.

"can we forget about what happened?" i glanced at mitsuya, he wasn't talking and his head was low.

"it was a mistake after all.." i just blurted out anything, i liked the kiss but i don't want to ruin the friendship we're starting to have.

"mistake?" mitsuya's voice was cold.

"yeah! i mean, we didn't like that kiss anyway, right?" please say yes..

"i like the kiss." mitsuya replied, my heart is beating so fast and i need to scream.

"i don't regret kissing you but do you regret it?" he asked with a low voice.

"i don't know.." if i say i like the kiss would our relationship stay the same or it levels up?

"y/n, did you like the kiss?" his voice was firm.

"i don't regret it, that's all." saying i don't regret it might be a good choice to stay.

"pfft- haha!" mitsuya started laughing and he was pointing at my face.

"there's no need to be tensed up also you're face is red and that's cute." he wiped the tears that was forming beside his eyes.

"but i mean what i said, i liked the kiss and i don't regret it. i hope our relationship stays the same without any awkwardness but if it made you uncomfortable, i'll distance myself from you then-" i didn't let him finish his sentence because i grabbed his arm.

"i-i liked the kiss and i don't r-regret it!" my hands were shaking and i even raised my voice at him. i looked at the floor because i didn't want him to see my red face.

"y/n, it's fine and you don't have to force yourself because i understand-" shut up mitsuya! i want us to stay the same and i mean what i said.

i grabbed his shirt and pulled him close to me, not letting him finish his sentence and our lips met once again.

i was laying on top of him, my left hand behind his neck and my right hand on his chest. mitsuya's eye widened in surprise but after a minute he kissed me back.

i was the first one to cut the kiss and went downstairs leaving mitsuya behind.

"what the hell was that!" i stomped my feet at the stairs while pulling my hair. i just embarrassed myself in front of him again.

"y/n, what's wrong?" draken was sitting down the stairs while texting someone.

"nothing, i just wanted water." i walked passed him and went to the kitchen.

i slapped myself so loud that chifuyu and baji came running towards me asking what happened.

"are you okay? your face is red." it was chifuyu, he was reading a romance manga that he's holding.

"i-i'm fine." i covered my face with my hands, please don't get the wrong idea.

"did something happen between you and mitsuya?" baji started teasing me and i gave him a glare.

"oh! it's mitsuya!" baji said, i looked at the stairs but he isn't there.

chifuyu and baji started laughing while holding their stomach. i don't know if we can still continue the photoshoot because i can't show my face anymore to mitsuya.

i catch feelings so fast that sometimes i distance myself to the person i like. mitsuya.. he's kind, sweet, caring, loving, hard working, a good brother, smart, respectful, and everything you can describe a perfect man.

who wouldn't fall for him? i bet there's a lot of girls that are after him. i want to distance myself from him, but i just can't seem to let him go.

whenever he's around i want to be beside him, when he texts me i get so excited, when he calls me it makes me wants to listen to his voice.

that kiss earlier, did he really mean it? does he like me? or is it the heat of the moment that made us kiss? it's impossible that he likes me.

"y/n? are you there?" i came back to my thoughts and looked at the person in front of me.

"mitsuya!" i adjusted my seat and fixed my hair.

"i've been calling you for a while now, are you okay?" he asked, handing me a glass of water.

i nodded and took a sip from the water. what's next? i don't know what to say or even what to do.

"i mean it what i said, i know this might be fast but ever since i first saw you, you caught my eye. well, i guess it's too fast to say that i like you but let's say that i'm interested in you. i want to get to know you better and build a good relationship with you." he tucked my hair behind my ear.

"y/n, let's be friends and after that who knows if destiny decides to make us more than that. you don't have to say anything right now." mitsuya smiled at me.

the strands of hair that he caught from his fingers, he slowly guided it close to his face, and after that he kissed it.

"i'll wait for you."