"nothing is going right at the moment, i'm tired of lying and saying that it's fine when it's not, everything is hurting then it's... nothing, something is missing, my life isn't going on the right path and i can't fix it, i feel helpless all the time, i lost the job, my friends distanced, things at home *a sigh* isn't going alright, they keep fighting, all the time, they never shut up, nothing is going peaceful, i can barely focus on anything... i feel lost, like nothing is going right... i'm terrified... of everything, i want things to go back they way they were... i want to sleep without worry, i want to talk to someone without fear, i want to go back and study harder, i want everything to change... this is weird, i don't even know why i sending this, but call me when you can... i miss you."
