Sexcapades

Start of something #2

Few days after my birthday. Carla and her boyfriend Alex and I was planning to go to a concert. The day of Carla called me that she didn't ask her parents permission till the last minute and didn't get permission to go. So me and Alex went together. We were all friends so it was okay. At the concert we walked around and met our friends group to which we went and stood with them. In the group there was this guy named jeremy who was obsessed with me, had this huge crush on me and that was known for years. As the night progress jeremy comes up to me and tells me " tonight you are going to be mine". I got so uncomfortable I started looking around to find an excuse to get away from the group. As I turn around I see a familiar face in the crowd behind us. Tall, long curly hair And I'm thinking to myself "my perfect excuse to runaway" I ran and gave that familiar face a hug. This familiar face was hesistant to put his arms around me till I looked up and it was John. After that he told me he's going to keep walking around and after if I'm still here he'll come back. It started to rain so we went to the bathrooms to get some cover. After the concert was over he went to give a kiss goodnight on the CHEEKS and I guess we had a same cheek moment where it ended up on the lips. He pulled away and I for some reason grabbed his hoodie and pulled him back for more. It was magical I felt like I was floating. The perfect end to a perfect night. Till me and Alex got robbed. Luckily I had two phones with me because one of them needed to get fixed and the other one well let's just say it was it's time to go. My parents some how forgot to pick us up. So we stood there waiting for most of the night. Meanwhile John was texting me if I was still there so he could come drive us home. He was 5 minutes out when my parents arrive after 2 hours of waiting. We was texting each other the whole day, every day. He asked me out to our first date which was a drag event. I love cars so perfect date. I had to asked my parents that was the scariest part after a bit of a lectured they said yes. After our first date. He came home and met my parents. They loved him. John is a really good guy, very respectful, very courteous and very cute too. Not long after we was in a dating stage, the going out, the dinners and he's doing all of that without getting any sex. Like my parents was shoving in my head " all guy only wants one thing and that is sex. Whenever they get to sleep with you they'll leave you high and dry". But me being me never wants to believe that how naive of me. So I was never going to sleep with him till the right time comes. And no I wasn't a virgin when I met him but not that I had sex with a previous boyfriend before him it's just things happen and some people deserves to rot in hell. I wasn't going to sleep with him till it was the right time because I was scared that my parents were right. But he never made a move or said something in that direction so we were fine and I was happy because I know that is not expected of me after our dates. He would just drop me off and go home. 

August 2009
A month went by we were still dating well talking getting to know each other phase. He still didn't ask me to be his girlfriend. I wasn't complaining but I was questioning myself; am I not good enough; am I not pretty enough; what does he wants that he still won't ask. It's not that I was rushing but who stays this long without anything. Confirming that my parents are wrong. Everyday he was coming by my house because I wasn't allowed to go to his house. He lives an hour away from me. So for a month he was driving every single day 2 hours just to see me for around 3 hours. I got a call from my one of my jason that he wants to talk to me. He came by and all he wanted was for us to get back together. Wel that had gotten me so confused. The answer was suppose to be obvious right?. John John John but because all I ever wanted was for me and Jason to get back together that I had made an option from which I had to choose. John who's practically my boyfriend to which he didn't even ask me to be his girlfriend yet or Jason who left me for a woman not a girl a woman who is 12 years older than him with 2 kids and a teenager. I went to my mom and told her what had happened. My mom hated Jason so for her the answer is clear as day but because it's my desicion it's my answer. A week went by John took me out to eat. He was looking kind of nervous but I didn't put much thought as to why. We finished eating and he drove me home. Still no question. I said good night and went inside. An hour goes by he texted me saying he's home and that's it. I went to sleep. That morning I woke up to two text, one from Jason and one from John.