AFTER HOURS ✔

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Trigger Warning : Self Harm

I started feeling a bit tipsy as I kept the controller beside me.

" Mate sheesh " Filly says as he fist bumps me which I accept.

Of course I won over all of them.

" Good game bro " Vik says while his shoulder touches mine.

Cool bro.

" Okay I'll get going " Davon says and the other guys leave to.

" Hey you wanna come over to my place tonight?" Jorge asks me

" No I'm good thanks " I say honestly.

" Come on " he persuades me further until Felix interrupts him

" She said no " he said in a dangerously low voice.

Jorge raises both his hands up mocking surrender.

" Chill bro pfft, I'm leaving " he says and he walks out.

" Filly placed your car keys in the bowl" Felix informs me once the door was closed.

I was sweating profusely.

I removed my sweatshirt.

" Loren?" Felix questions me, surprised by my actions.

What even happened to me.

Is this P.M.S but I don't think I feel this much intense.

" I need to go " I say standing up.

But I'm too tired.

" Sit down let me get some water real quick" he days and walks to kitchen.

He runs back hurriedly towards me passing me a glass of water, which I drink in no time.

" They have slipped something in your drink " he says.

I look at him scrunching my eyebrows.

" What? What are you talking about? " I ask and I realise me drinking the juice earlier.

Shit.

" Someone had Viagra mixed in it " he says " and there were some strong drink added to which tastes like juice " he further explains.

All the thoughts which were on the back of my head started creeping in.

All those nightmares which were in starting crawling their way back up my mind.

I started to take short and heavy breaths, I was asphyxiated.

The sweats didn't stop.

Felix comes near me " Hey are you okay? " he looks at me concerned.

" Don't " I scream.

" Don't touch me " I tell holding both my hands on my ears.

He runs towards his room which I don't notice.

I walk towards the washroom sink to wash my face.

I splash water on my face multiple times.

I cry as I continue, my head being consumed by the voices I did not wanted to hear.

" Loren " I hear a faint yell, which I did not bother to answer.

I see a blade besides the shaver.

I know this is wrong but I needed another pain to forget about the one I'm going through right now.

My hands shake as I grab a them, I look at them intensely taking them closer to my wrist as my body shivers.

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