𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ♡

{𝐠.𝐝} 𝐠𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧

summary: the love of your life passed away, you can't help but feel like life's been harder than you thought. just know you'll get pass this, and your a girl with a whole lot of baggage :).

[DW! if your very affected with suicide! PLEASE DONT READ, if you feel like this chapter is a bit too much let me know! but please if this is effecting you bad, stop reading the chapter!]

this was also inspired by the song ghostin but the mf queen ariana grande <3. pls I love her sm ♡.

enjoy, I love you, agian stay safe. :)!________________

"grayson?" you wake up again sniffling looking around the room.

"grayson!?" you raise your voice louder hearing footsteps come closer & and closer.

a small smile appears from your face.

a head popped out from the door preaking a bit as you realized it wasnt grayson it was you're boyfriend Tyler.

your smile fades as you a tear drops goes down your face, you realized you were back to reality.

"hey babe, um- how are you doing?" he walks up to you sitting besides you, pulling you into a hug.

"is he, still gone? forever?" you breakdown into his arms sobbing into his shirt.

"y/n babe, it's okay, please everything's going to be okay" you continue to sob harder & harder everytime.

"no tyler, it's not okay, it's not okay for you. I love you but it's not okay" you wipe your tears breaking away from his hug.

"what, what are you trying to say?"

"I know you hear me when i cry, and trust me tyler i try to hold it in the night, when your sleeping next to me, but it's his arms that I need this time."
you try saying in words but it keeps coming out in tears.

his gone that's what you keep thinking, his gone.

"and look at the cards that we've been dealt, i-if you were anybody else, they've probably wouldn't last a day, every tear of mine is a rain parade from hell-"

"-but tyler you do it so well" you cut him off and continue.

"you've just been so understanding & you've been so good, and I'm putting you through than one ever should-"

"-and, and I'm hating myself cause you don't want to, just admit that it hurts you tyler, it hurts you so bad" you breakdown in your own arms.

he just stays silent, playing with his finger as a teardrop falls from his face.

"tyler, I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again, over him, and I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again, instead of ghostin him"

"y/n I've told you this so many times, we'll get through this, we'll get pass this, because your a girl with"

"a whole lot baggage" you both say as you chuckle a bit yet crying hard. literally really hard.

"y/n, I love you, we'll get pass this" he holds onto my hands.

"tyler, I'm so sorry" you look down to your hands intertwining.