𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ♡

{𝐠.𝐝} 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮

summary: in which you realize saying an 'i love you' means a lot to grayson

listen to the song 'i love you' by billie elilsh

enjoy <3

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y/n's pov

"grayson please-" i beg my boyfriend grayson not to leave me like this

"im sorry y/n, it's just im not ready yet" he shakes his head no

"please" you whimper as you brake down

confused,hurt, sad, mad, mixed emotions filled my body

"then why did you say that?" he looked at me with those eyes, those eyes i would die for

" i don't know oh-okay?! i just said it? i didn't mean to say i love you!" you said.

"y/n" he sighs

2 months. 2 god damn months and he already wants to leave me

just leave me after a stupid 'I love you'

"what grayson! im in pain okay! Im hurt because you might leave me! after two fucking months grayson!" you squeezed the pillow you were holding on tight because you didn't have grayson to comfort you, like he always does.

"y-y/n uh you love me?" he eyes teared up, he didn't how to reacted.

he was a nerd in high school. you were his first girlfriend, first kiss, meanwhile you were the quite popular. no one has ever told grayson they loved him.

I mean only his mom, dad, twin brother, and maybe his sister

but never from his own girlfriend

"I love you grayson! I love you! an- and I don't want to!" he gulps seeing the pain that your feeling right now

"I-i don't want to, i don't want to, but i-i love you" you cry in streams

you really did love grayson, a lot. your so scared to lose him.

all the other guys you dated used you, some were abusive, and cheated.

but grayson was different, grayson showed you loved, powerful love, the love you never thought you could ever get. love you thought never existed.

you told grayson about your past, of how hurt you were, and he understood.

but right now it doesn't feel like it

"it's not true though? tell me i'm being lied to?" he shooked his head as he played with his fingers

"no grayson, i actually love you" you got up and sat on the couch, because you were on the floor

you sniffled, and stared into his eyes

"please gray" you begged him softly to stay with you

"you actually love me?" he pointed to himself

he was just in total shocked, he does love you he just doesn't know how to say it

"yes grayson! i love you so fucking much" you shake your head yes

he stays silent, so slient that it made you so worried

so worried that you would lose the love of your life

"gray?" you sniffled

"sorry" he shook his head

"i-it's just, no-no one has ever told me that" he puts his head down.

"oh gray" you reach for him to give him comfort

as you hold his hand and lay your head on his shoulder, playing with his fingers to make him feel better

"grayson" your head pulled away from his shoulder as you faced him

"hm?" his head was stll facing the ground, just staring

you lifted his chin to face you, as he had tears in his eyes

"don't cry my love" you wipe his tears with your fingers

"y/n i-i" before he said anything you kissed his lips, and cressed his cheek

"i love you more" you smiled lightly

he smiled back and picked you up, then put you on his lap

he looked at you long to admire your beauty

"do i have something in my face?" he smiled so big that warmed your heart so much

"uh i fucking love you so much" he attacked you with kisses

kisses that meant he loved you.

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I AM SO SO SOOOOO SORRY I HAVEN'T POSTED IN YEARS

I was just to lazy to write and i finally got my laptop so that means i might post a little more often.

but sorry for the mispells

love you <33

thank you for reading this :)

be you

stay you

-xoxo nelissa <3