𝐝𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ♡

{𝐞.𝐝} 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞

summary: in which your so insecure and you take things to a serious matter and Ethan comes to help his princess.

enjoy! <3
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message: all you girls are beautiful any way or shape. just remember you beautiful. don't ever feel like your fat or ugly your not 🌜😙

warning: includes depression, also as hurting yourself ( dont do it )

you just look in the mirror. a sad look on your face. why can't I look like other girls? there really skinny, nice thighs, a butt, boobs? why don't I have that? you just always thought why you had a boyfriend.

he treated you like a princess when he shouldn't. he do adorable to say your not fat when you are. you were now crying on your bathroom floor. why don't I look like those girls?

ethan should be dating those girls. but yet he hasn't, and he should. you just have these flash backs of your self in the mirror, stretch marks on your thighs, but that's what you thought you have, yet you really didn't.

you just broke down, crying feeling so insecure about your body, not wanting to go outside anymore because you feel fat, you think that you look fat when really, you never have.

you always thought you were beautiful till now, ethan has always said " your the best part of my life". you would always smile at that, but now you think, what if his lying? what if his saying that to hide everything his thinking.

his probably thinking of how fat I am. i break down to this point where I don't care of what I do. I get up open the cabinet from your bathroom.

found the razor, unscrew it to get the blade. you sit down on the floor, take a last breath, a shakey breath. you then cry a little more till you place the blade on your skin.

you hear a knock on the door. "y/n, baby, are you in here?" you stay silent knowing its Ethan. "y/n" he ask concerned banging on the door a bit.

"e-ethan leave me alone" she tear up. knowing its killing him. you start to move the blade, you wince from the pain.

"y/n! what are you doing?!" ethan bangs on the door. "oh god" you go deeper. "y/n!" you feel the door stretch till it was now broken down by Ethan. and there he was.

his face was hurt, he looked down to see you on the floor your arm out the blade on your arm. "y/n" he sighs as he sits on the floor with you. "stop please" he take the blade from you.

you see his eyes, they were tearing up. and that's because his princess hurt herself, and that kills him. " what do you want ethan? why are you with a fat bitch like me?" you brake down in his arms.

hurt, scared, insecure, uncomfortable. "no no no baby your not a fat bitch at all, your the most beautiful lady I have ever laid my eyes on. your the love of my life, your the reason why I breath on earth. yes y/n you drive me insane. seeing my precious angel hurt is my worst fear. y/n y/l/n your my weakness. your not fat at all. you beautiful, drop dead gorgeous. I'm the luckiest guy to be with you. y/n your one of a kind. I'm so so lucky to be with you" you smile from what he said.

you giggled a bit. "really baby?" "yes baby, really" you peck his lips. "now let's leave the bathroom I brought your favorite snacks, let's cuddle in bed watch movies and I'll let you sleep in my arms whenever you want my love"

you smile at him, take his hand.

and that's what you guys did.

and you trust Ethan

you cuddle up with him. peck him the lips one more time before you dove off to sleep.

"god I love you y/n, don't ever do that to me again my love."

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a/n
I can really relate do this but anyways hope you liked it.
sorry if I came out really wack...
sorry I haven't been active its cause school started and now it's getting in the way.
but love you all, stay happy, stay you
xoxo nelissa 🦋