Anything It Takes

Chapter 8

ATL IS MENTIONED. (((This is a filler chappie)))

So, I’m jamming out to Marina and the Diamonds right now, and it’s hard to type and write at the same time, really hard actually, just in case you didn’t know.. Erhm, I’M SEEING EDWARD CHRISTOPHER SHEERAN IN 13 DAYS AS OF TODAY(1-12-13)  WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT YET. WE’RE MEETING UP WITH GIRLS FROM TWITTER KSDGHK and I’m meeting somebody really special to me in 9 days <3 He’s amazing, if you wanna know more message me!! YOU BETTER LIKE THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE IM STAYING HOME ON A FRIDAY NIGHT TO WRITE THIS, TAKING TIME OUT OF MY LIFE OKAY. omfg im kidding, this is my life. woo~ that was funny. Okay, I’ll write now. Oh and did you like Lilly’s POV?

Enjoy~

-Morgan<3

Back to Maggie’s POV

On Tuesday Lilly, Emma and I went to Harry’s house to have a day with Anne and Gemma. It was so nice being able to do that with them again. We got there around ten in our sweats and no make up, as instructed. We ate a brunch and watched some movies. We made cookies and frosted them. Lilly ended up putting frosting on my cheek and Emma licked it off. It was quite the time. When we were done we walked into the livingroom to see nail polish laid out all over the floor and design sheets to make them look pretty. For the next two hours we did each other’s nails. I swear, I had forgotten about everything else during it. Around two we watched movies and cried our hearts out. We had ice cream and our cookies to calm us down. Around five Emma had to go to work and Lilly and I decided it was time for us to leave too. Anne and Gemma hugged each of us and thanked us for coming. We obviously told them thank you too. When Lilly and I got home that night Alex was over so they stayed together in her room and I watched a little bit of tv. I fell asleep listening to the sound of Alan Carr.

Wednesday was the day that I went back to work. Lilly and I both work at the mall. She works at Forever 21 and I work at Hottopic. There was a girl named Jane and a boy named Jason who were working with me. We’re all close so they clearly knew what happened. The second I opened that door to the shop Jane was in my arms. I held her until she calmed down. They both told me how much they had missed me and how they both care for me. I had gotten tears in my eyes and hugged them again. It’s truly amazing to have friends that care for you so much. We weren’t really busy that day, so we got to close at six, and we all went to the foodcourt to get food. I told them both about Angie and how her cousin was Alex and that I could hang out with them when he was here next time. We were all freaking out. I got back to the house around seven and went back to my room and got on my laptop. I was chatting Louis about how he misses me. I told him about work and that was it. He had to go practice, I understood. I fell asleep to ‘Therapy’ by: All Time Low

(Present Day)

Today I’m going back to my group therapy and Emma is joining me. Alex is surprising Lilly with something, so he dropped us off at the hospital. I was kind of nervous to go back, just like last week, I was nervous for no reason. I walked in the door with Emma standing next to me, and walked to the room that we were in last week. Kathy, Angie, and Mitchel were all sitting there and smiled when we walked through the door.

“Ah, Maggie! Glad you came back. Who’s your friend?” Dr. Gill asked with a smile on her face.

“Hello! And yes, everybody this is my very close friend Emma.” Emma waved at everybody.

“Uh, hi. I’m Emma. I’m here to talk about my past/current depression, if that’s okay.”

“Oh please, we are all ears. Anything you said will not leave this room.” Dr. Gill replied.

Mitchel, Kathy, and Angie all listened to Emma as she began to tell her story. I never got detail on her story and I think I know why.

When Emma was 16 she started liking Harry. A girl at our school had found out and tormented her with it. She’d tell her every flaw that Emma clearly didn’t have. She’d call her fat, even though Emma’s figure is to die for. She’d tell her she was ugly, even though Emma was truly stunning. She’d say she was going to die alone, even if she was being crushed on by Harry Styles. It had gotten to the point that Emma couldn’t take it anymore. Being called fat crushed her because she has curves, the good ones, the ones that every girl wants. She would make herself throw up at least ten times a week trying to rid the fat from her body. When Emma was 17 she was diagnosed with depression and Bulimic. She had to come clean to Harry when a doctor called asking if Emma was taking her pills or not. She said Harry didn’t get mad, he was upset that she had not told him, but he promised her he would do anything in his power to make her feel better. She went to therapy and has been clean for five months.