Uh oh, she?

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-Requested by no one, this is my original shit brained thought!-

Tommy was his no, her name Tommy?, tried his hardest not to sob as he she? Ran up the stairs, past his her dad and brothers, ignoring their calls as he she ran into his her room, slamming the door shut behind him her, leaning all of his her weight onto it, keeping it closed as his her hand flew up to his her mouth, back sliding down the door to the floor as he she tried his her hardest to muffle the sobs escaping despite how hard he she tried to stop them.

How? How has this happened? How did they find out?

His her classmates, the horrible ones at least, somehow found out how uncomfortable she was as a man..

But it's just as they say isn't it? He'll she'll never be a girl.. He'll she'll always be a man and that'll never change for him her..

God it hurts..

He she feels so fucking uncomfortable..

He she couldn't even dare to think about how her family would react, she doesn't even know if he'll she'll be able to show her face back in school, they'll have spread it by then..

Fuck.

He she jolted a bit as she felt a knock on he door, clamping the hand on her face down harder and roughly wiping his her face clear of tears, "Y-yeah?" He she winced at the crack in his her voice, hoping whoever was on the other side of the door didn't pick up on it.

"Toms? Are you okay in there?" She sniffled a bit, a small bit an inaudible sob escaping her as he she listened as his her brother called her by his her obviously real name because all of this bullshit she was going on about is just stupid right!

Right..?

Yeah, that's exactly what it was, bullshit that was incredibly stupid and didn't need to be addressed, he'd she'd? get over it! He SHE always did!

She jolted as she heard and felt his her other brother, Techno, knock on the door, hearing his rumbling voice through the door asking her, "Tommy? Why aren't you answering?"

'Ah shit' He thought, 'I didn't actually say anything back did I..'

"U-uh.. Nah, Wilby, Tech! You don't needa worry for shit! I-I'm fine!" He she glared at her floor in front of her as her voice cracked again.

"Well.. Alright, if you're really sure.. We'll come get you for dinner okay?" He she let out a long sigh, hearing as the two sets of footsteps belonging to her brothers walked away, Wilbur's last words lingering in her mind for a moment as he she realised that he'd have to go down there anyway at some point..

Tommy Tommy? Stood up, sniffling as he wiped his face violently, walking to the mirror that had been set up in his room, looking at himself, frowning more (that was possible?) at the sight of himself, her short hair that gets cut whenever it's remotely long, her jawline that people seem to love, her shoulder's being that just bit too wide, giving her that distinct look that sat wrong within her mind, the way her body, her face was just so.. Masculine..

But she- no, he supposes that he should just accept that this is how he'll always look but does she always have to be this unhappy?, he's not going to get away from this.. He doesn't want to say anything to his family because what happens if he's shunned out? What happens if none of his friends like him either?

... He's just being silly, he's a boy, he's going to be a grown adult soon! He should be happy, he should just..

He should just get over it.

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