I'm sorry.. Dad..

Chapter 1

Real quick, All for One's last name is Shigaraki but Izuku is still Midoriya. AFO wanted to protect him so he made Inko give him her maiden name.

Please be aware that this is a very sad story with no trigger warnings, so please read at your risk. Do not come at me for things that upset you. It was in the description as well.

Izuku POV

It's been 5 days since Dad died this past Saturday and I blame myself for it. I couldn't save him, I have an upgraded version of his fucking quirk and I couldn't save him. Over 20 different healing quirks but not one was strong enough to save him. His funeral is on Friday and I surprisingly haven't broken down, it's my fault he died. I couldn't save him, I wasn't strong enough. Mom, Tomura, Dabi and Overhaul all tell me it's not my fault but I can't believe it. I tried everything and I couldn't save him I created the strongest healing quirk but it wasn't enough to keep him alive. I was able to fix his brain for him to say his last words which still hurt me now. "Izu.. I love you and Tomura so much.. I'm sorry" that was all he said and he died in my arms. The media couldn't see it nor could anyone but The league and Overhaul. I screamed and cried as Twice and Overhaul pulled me away from him. Tomura was still standing in shock with tears pouring down his face. Aizawa is the only one, besides Nezu, who knows he was my dad and who my family is. He's been going easy on me but Kacchan hasn't he doesn't even know. All Might wears that bullshit smile everyday and each day I just want to hit him, yell at him for taking my dad away from me again but this time for good.

Pushing the thoughts away I get myself up from my bed, I've been trying to keep myself together but I can't anymore. I just want to scream, break down and cry but I can't bring myself to do it. Who will be there for me if I do? I don't trust myself to break down alone. I didn't bother with the tie or even the jacket today. I couldn't sleep last night.. nor any other night. Everyone's worried about me and they don't understand way. I looked at the clock and seen I had 7 minutes to get to class but I didn't care. Tears were building in my eyes but I wouldn't let them fall. I wasn't strong enough to save my own father, I was weak and I still am. Overhaul has been there for me every night but I don't want to breakdown. I'm not ready to say goodbye.. I'm not ready to accept that my dad is gone forever. I sighed and walked out of my dorm locking it. I slowly made my way to class, tomorrow's my dad's funeral and I'm not ready. Who is ever ready to accept that their parent won't be coming back and they will be gone for the rest of their life?

I finally made it to class, I knocked on the door and opened it. Everyone looked at me in shock and I kept myself composed until Aizawa spoke up "Izuku... it's okay to cry.. it's okay, he was your father after all." I looked at him in shock. "B-but I couldn't save him.. I wasn't strong enough!" I yelled out trying to keep my cool. "I- I tried everything Aizawa! EVERYTHING I WATCHED MY FATHER DIE AND I WASNT STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP HIM ALIVE! H-he.. h-his.. his last words keep repeating in my head.. my brother tells me it wasn't my fault and I did everything I could but it wasn't.. I.. I couldn't save him Aizawa.." I said as tears finally left my eyes. He quickly came over hugging me and that was all it took for me. I broke. I shattered. "He's gone... and I don't want to believe it!" I screamed into his chest as I was bawling.

Aizawa POV

Izuku was late today, I started getting worried about him since that day. Inko had called me and told me that he over used his quirk that he past out after he was pulled away from his father who died in his arms. I felt terrible for him and I still do. When he came in I could see it.. he was finally breaking and he needed too. I told him it was okay to break down and I could see the pain and anger in his eyes. He blames himself because he wasn't able to save him. When Inko had told me what the doctor said. His insides were completely smashed and almost liquified. Izuku was able to heal his brain which let him say his final words but only Izuku knows what he said and he hasn't told anyone. I was Invited to go to his funeral, mainly to be there for Izuku and I will. I told Nezu everything and he felt bad for him and allowed both of us to take tomorrow off. We leave after home room and I just hope him and even Tomura will be okay through out the funeral.