chapter 5

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Dear Future Me,

I haven't talked to Peter in almost a week. When I see him at home I go into the other room. I don't look at him during family dinners anymore. When he tries to talk to me at school, I just simply walk the other way.

I don't know what he expects. He took Stacys' word over mine. His own sister. He wouldn't even give me a chance.

How else am I suppose to act to that? Forgive him in an instant? Apologies for telling the truth? No. He is the one who lost my trust and he is the one who should apologize.

He was the one person I trusted most in the world and now I don't even have him. My sisters are too self centered to listen. My father is always working and when I am able to talk to him, he tries to take this as a chance to tell me everything I'm doing wrong.

Peter was the one person that listened and actually cared. Now I have no one.

It's hard not having anyone to go to. It's lonely. Makes you feel like no body cares. I know I have Jenna, but we don't really talk outside of school unless one of us needs help with homework.

Future me, will we always be this lonely? Or will we actually find someone to trust?

Sincerely,

A lonely Tammy

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