So I fucked off the army lol, all those dreams and aspirations went down the dream but tbh it's not that bad, turns out I really didn't care enough to go risk my life in Afghanistan or Iraq, which is pretty cool cuz atleast there's a lower chance of me getting fucking murked. Still pretty lonely relationship wise but it's expected at this point, especially considering I put like zero effort into my looks and I'm still a prick so kinda deserve it at this point. Jiu jitsu is pretty good, got promoted to blue belt like 6 weeks ago so that's always a plus, I've been on the job hunt recently cuz everyone been breathing down my neck telling me to get a job instead of sitting on my arse all day wanking and farting like a madman, currently gotta wake up at 10am so that's gonna be rough as fuck and I've been looking at my younger self wondering how the fuck did I get so ugly, like legit I used to be pretty cute but then I turned 17 and just got my face fucked up to the point where I look like a shell of my younger self, it's pretty worrying how much I look like my dad everyday and it's only getting worse.
That's all I gotta say peace out.
