just been chilling and being bored as a muthafucka, straight up done fuck all but recently i downloaded this army fitness app and ive been using it to build strength to not seem like a complete pussy when i join the army, still super excited to do something with my life cuz i feel like a fucking useless nobody right now, dont feel like i live for a purpose rn but hopefully that'll change. I've been talking to this guy called jordan for the past few months, its been pretty fun talking to him, hopefully i dont fuck it up and we can date, surprised he likes me cuz im an asshole like 80 percent of the time and im not the best looking guy out there, im like a 5/10 on a good day but i feel pretty nice that someone other than my friends and family likes me, so ye i gotta keep up to date with that. Im currently sitting in my dads livingroom just listening to e-dubble, there are these fruit flies everywhere and its annoying the fuck outta my dad which is kinda funny but now they are starting to annoy me to which is not very fun, so hopefully we can get rid of them also my dog bow got fleas but we cant do anything about it cuz we cant afford the flea shampoo, i feel super bad for him cuz he constantly scratching. I made some friends on discord, they seem pretty chill but they all from america so i cant really hang out with them which kinda sucks but it is what it is.
Thats all i can muster up rn so peace
