Bars and Melody

Chapter 13

|CARAGHS POV|

I really didn't feel like going to school today the strangers kept bugging me, and Bella is being well bitchy and it doesn't feel right when she talks about Leo. Still I heaved myself out of bed k changed into my uniform and slightly curled my hair added a bit of make up and I was done!

"Hello Mi-Em" I said to my supposed-to-be-sister it was real odd she didn't speak and just seemed depressed.
she softly smiled and gave me a muffin before I walked out the door. I plugged in my headphones and blasted Hopeful it was my favorite ever song but I could never remember who sung/rapped it.......

(SKIPPING TO END OF THE DAY)
I waited for Bella by the gates for 5 minutes when the strangers came up to me
"Hey Carz"

"I don't know you" I turned around

I waited a little while longer till I saw her
"Bella!" I shouted running up to her

"Oh you" she said disgusted

I laughed pretending she meant it as a joke
"how are you and Leeooo?" I asked her face lit up

"We are actually going out tonight to a restaurant and the other night he gave me roses and chocolate" we started walking
"Ahh that's cut-"

Suddenly I realized Leo doesn't love her I felt like I was going to faint where's Sky, Charlie and Leo when you need them wait SKY CHARLIE AND LEO

"Leo doesn't love you" I pointed at Bella I needed to find my friends my real friends

I ran I knew the way we walked and I knew that they were only a couple of minutes ahead of me I knew I KNEW and k remember MICHELLE oh Michelle she probably in a lot of pain I have to get home fast. Suddenly three figures came into view

"SKY LEO CHARLIE I REMEMBER AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" The first pair of arms was Leos he hugged me and spun me around as I laughed "I remember" I looked at the three of them now crying

"I love you so much" Sky hugged me

"Glad there's apart of you that still loves us" Charlie smirked

Leo stayed silent.

"Leo?" I questioned

I pulled him aside and rolled up his sleeves and gasped
"It's my fault" I realized suddenly my head went dizzy and I fell on my knees and started crying
"I caused the pain" I felt faint
"No, no you didn't do this it was me I was angry that I couldn't help you" he hugged me to get off the floor. "I love you so much don't go ever again"
"Trust me I wont" I promised him when a thought came into my head "WE HAVE TO GET HOME QUICK MI-MICHELLE" I started running with the rest closely behind.

As I burst through my front door I ran to the kitchen -no Michelle but a note I picked it up slightly shaking I felt LEOS creep round my waist I jumped a little but once I realized it was him I relaxed
I read the note

Dear Sky, Charlie, Leo and Caragh-maybe

I want you to know your like family to me so I trust you when Caraghs recovered you will take care of her and show her this note. I'm weak mentally and physically and I know running away from my problems isn't going to help but I thought it's easier for Caragh to survive without worrying about a depressed sister 24/7 I need you all to know that I will be happy where I'm going and that Caragh can carry on living.

Sky- you are basically my sister Yeh your closer to Caragh but you still are one of the best people I know because when I'm gone I know you won't fail to keep her safe and take my place.

Charlie- You da man! You better look after Sky or I'm gonna come back and kick yo ass! Seriously your like the brother I never had people say how we look alike but I just laugh but if people said you have the same personality i would be happy because you are such a good guy

Leo- I love you so much and I really hope you will eventually take Caragh on that date you always talk about when she's not around, I really need you to take care of my sister just so you know I approve your marriage I want you to love and cherish her like any man would

I turned to Leo who was blushing like a tomato

Caragh- I really doubt you will ever read this but I can't go before putting a word in about you. Three simple words. I.Love.You never let anything hold you back Carz because you are so special to me, to Leo, to Mum and dad

This is my suicide note

From Michelle Anna-Sara Haegen
xxxxxx
Sorry I wasn't strong enough but my roots can't keep me in

By the end of the note I was crying we had to find her when suddenly I had a major flashback

"I KNOW WHERE SHE IS!" I started running out the door with the others close I dodged cars, avoid people and twisted and turned when we got to the forest I didn't stop running left,right,right,left,right till I came to a bent willow tree where the roots were coming out and I saw my mums and dads grave and over to the side I saw

"MICHELLE" I screamed

"Caragh?" She replied softly

"Don't do it please" I cried

"You don't remember do you? Sky probably told you to say it I love you but you've forgotten"

"No Em I love you so much please believe me"

She didn't look convinced

"How do you think I remember when you were little this is where you ran to when you were upset and we found this place when we went on a picnic with mum and dad" I cried tears slowly escaping

Michelle started crying " Caragh I've missed you so much I love you never forget that okay?"

"Okay" I smiled

"Maybe okay will be our always" she chuckled

"Do not joke about the fault in our stars okay?" Sky scolded us

We all burst out laughing and for the first time in a long time everything was normal and I was happy.

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PLEASE READ OR IM DELETING
I cried writing dis stuff 😥
Next chapter gonna be relaxing and fun so I'm gonna do a challenge give me a random word and I will try to put it in my Next chapter😂