please get the hint!

i care

I have a friend now....i think....i haven't had a friend since....ever really.... Ahaha! The fact that it's hinata-kun is truly amazing! I really got lucky this time didn't i...suddenly I heard "...hey..." Come from behind me. I turned around and saw hinata-kun. He looked like he was searching his mind to try and remember my name. N-no way! Is he going to say my name? Say my name! Say it say it say it! "...uh nagito....right?" Hah! Ahh~ hearing my horrible name come out of his perfect mouth is....i can't even describe the amount of pleasure that was sent through my body "y-yeah that's right....what is it?" "What's wrong with your arm?" He asked as he pointed towards my left arm that was covered in bandages. He paused for a moment before scratching the back of his neck, looking away from me "I don't really care about you or anything I'm just curious"

"Oh! Well I would be happy to show you" I said as I grabbed onto one of my bandages "what?! no just tell me!" He interrupted "you wouldn't believe me" he sighed, giving in as he accepted that I wasn't worth arguing with "ugh...fine whatever....just hurry up with it okay" I let out a laugh. I still can't believe I'm talking to hinata-kun! "Okay! Here we go!" I said before pulling off the bandages, revealing the deep, slightly inflamed carvings in my arm. The pain I felt when I removed the bandages was unexpected but far from unwelcome.

Hinata-kun looked like he was going to throw up "OH MY GOD! THAT'S DISGUSTING!" He yelled, gaining a few of our classmates's attention. I looked at my arm that was beginning to bleed all over the floor "You think so? I-" "who did this to you?!" He interrupted "Actually i-" "n-never mind...go to the hospital or something it's going to get infected!" "B-but i-" "put those bandages back on I can't look at your arm anymore" instead of trying to talk only to be interrupted again I silently complied and wrapped my arm in the bandages like he wanted.

"I....i think I'm going to vomit" he mumbled before running down the hallway, presumably towards the boys bathroom.....he thinks it's disgusting....i don't really see it that way....i looked down to see the small puddle of pink next to my feet...oh....it looks like I've made a mess....and even worse I scared my darling off....what rotten luck....
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I was in class, looking rather depressed after what happened earlier when hinata-kun turned around "h...how's your arm feeling?" He asked "who cares?" I mumbled, resting my head on my fists "I...care w-well not really but....just tell me so I can stop thinking about it" ah it must've been an intrusive thought that lead him to talk to me.....i.....kind of wish he would talk to me just as a friend.....but someone as disgusting as me doesn't deserve that luxury "I can't even feel the injury if my arm isn't moving" I saw a very small almost completely unnoticeable smile appear on his face before he turned around, leaving me with nothing but my thoughts....

what did that smile mean? Was he....perhaps happy that I wasn't in constant pain? N-no that can't be...he...he actually cares about me! I'm so happy! Everyone around me looked at me like I was crazy....then again it's not very common to be smiling in math class.....