please get the hint!

overthinker

I don't even know what to think. What am I supposed to do with myself...are hajime and I a couple now? Wait no that can't be it....he doesn't really act any different....what if kissing me was just a mistake and he's trying to forget it? I mean if I kissed someone as disgusting as me I would try to forget it too...suddenly someone tapped me on the shoulder and to no surprise it was hin- hajime. This was one of the classes where I sit by him after all but still it was a little unexpected. What could he want with me anyway?

I turned my head towards him "yes?" "You okay? You look like you're having a panic attack" "oh...I'm sorry" he raised his eyebrow "sorry? Why are you sorry" "I'm sorry for worrying you by looking like I'm having a panic attack. I shouldn't waste your time like that" his expression softened as he looked at me with eyes full of pity. What did I say?....ah well I can't exactly blame him for thinking I'm some sort of pitiful creature. In fact I don't expect anything less from such a perfect being "nagito...you didn't-" "don't try to deny it. I am below you in every aspect so If I worry you in any way I am wasting your time. Someone as amazing as you shouldn't worry about something like me in fact even speaking to you right now is-" "nagito! shut up" oh I began rambling didn't I...how awful

"You're getting really worked up aren't you...." He gently held out his hand "here...Hold my hand It'll calm you down" I didn't mean to get so worked up that I would bother him....my sanity just slips away sometimes and I don't even notice. What a shame...either way I would be an idiot to refuse an offer from hajime so I took his hand in my own. Well he was right...i am feeling calmer....but of course this exchange only served to confuse me farther. I would ask him if we were a thing directly but...thats a strange thing to ask isn't it? If we were a thing I would probably know wouldn't I? Hajime looked at me with the cutest smile so I weakly returned the smile. I'm so confused....do friends hold hands with each other? Do friends kiss each other? I would be able to answer those questions a lot easier if I had friends before.

Ugh....I'm just going to ask him! "um....hajime" I asked nervously "what?" I took a moment to swallow my nervousness before asking "are we a thing?" He puffed a cheek as his face turned a slight shade of red "i-if you want to be I don't really care either way" it was clear that he really wanted to be a thing to I might as well grant his wishes "then we are" his eyes widened just a bit before a smile was plastered on his face "good"

So....hajime is my boyfriend now....even in my wildest dreams I never thought I would actually make it here....im surprised he never called the police on me!....

From now on it'll just be hajime and i....forever