please get the hint!

hopeful boy

The next day I was walking through the hallway in a slight daze. He heard me call him darling! I got so far- we were friends and everything! But...i may have just...ruined everything....I'm such an idiot why did I have to do that....but if I'm remembering correctly....he....strangely didn't seem to mind? I'm surprised he didn't chew me out then and there....or at least say something like 'I'm not your darling idiot!' He's just so-

Suddenly I bumped into a rather short person and landed on the floor. It annoyed me just a bit "Ugh! Hey! Can't you see I was.....going.....s-somewhere....." I held my breath as I stared at the person I bumped into. I thought he was just a hopeful rumor....but there he was....

Makoto naegi. I've never seen him since I'm in the year under him...but I've heard stories. I heard he helped his fellow classmates out of the deepest most soul crushing despair. I want him to do the same for me one day! "Oh I'm sorry! Are you hurt?" He said, staring at me with the kindest eyes. My heart...i-its beating so hard! I've sworn my heart to hajime....but it's been so long since I've been shown any sort of kindness. I smiled "N-no not at all!" I think I'm....in love....with his hope

"here let me help you up-" "I would be honored...b-but I'm really not worthy of your hopeful touch" I bowed down with a smile "you should be on your way now but I truly hope I can be of good use to you in the future" it was silent for a moment before he said "......uh.....o...kay?....h-have a nice day" then he returned to the upstairs hallway. He's so....hopeful....

Suddenly I felt a gentle kick to my back so I turned around to see my love "Oh hinata-ku-" "hajime" my face turned bright red. I called him hinata-kun instead of hajime didn't I...."right I uh-" "Who was that. Why we're you bowing in front of him" he looked disappointed and slightly betrayed by me...maybe I should get my eyes checked "that's Makoto he-" "so you got a new crush huh?" He accused, staring into my eyes "no that's not it at all i-" "so you're just going to crush on anyone? Am I not special to you!?" He looked like he was about to cry "why are you getting so worked up about this? I mean...only someone with a crush would act like this. Do you perhaps have a crush?"

His eyes widened as his cheeks turned a slight shade of red "I don't have a crush! I'm just saying that you can do so better than him. He's not even that hot" I smiled. He clearly has a crush on me...although that thought is a bit self indulgent theres no point in being dense...why don't I confirm this suspicion of mine? "well then...who would you suggest is better than such a hopeful boy" hah...for me to do this to him is so....awful "maybe someone who's...tough on the outside and acts like he doesn't care about you but...actually loves you more than you'd ever know" i stood up with a smirk and took a small step towards him, making him back up "hm...awfully specific of you hajime~ any recommendations for someone like that?" I'm so close to him! Gah! Keep it together. I've never acted so dominant in front of him I'm surprised I'm getting so far!

His cheek color got even darker "Maybe....me- o-or anyone else in this school I mean no one really seems to like you so it was just a-" his back finally hit a wall allowing me to pin him, grabbing onto his wrists and holding both of his hands next to his head "yourself? You think you're better for me than makoto?" He stuttered nervously, refusing to look me in the eyes "Uhm...." I laughed as I freed up one of my hands so I could grab his chin. I pulled his head up so he would be forced to look at me. He's so beautiful when he's flustered "Checkmate"

"I...." "You?" He looked around flustered for a moment before starting at me "well? Are you ready to confess yet? I mean theres no point in- mmph!" It took a few seconds for me to register what happened but..... Hajime...he...HE KISSED ME! AAAAAHH! I never would've imagined he would....ive never felt so amazing before. Every inch of my body was coursing with the most pleasure ive ever felt in my life. It was euphoric. Pure bliss. The world melted around me as I wrapped my arms around the perfect boy in front of me.....Suddenly he pulled away but a single string of saliva connected us "....are you moaning?" "Wh- i-i'm so sorry I didn't even notice" I apologised "tch...you must be really enjoying this aren't you....but we should get going before someone sees us come on" "yeah...a-alright..."