From One to Another

Chapter 3

As I woke up in the morning, I saw Ethan still sleeping next to me. I kind of liked it.  I never thought of us as a couple. But as I looked at him, I got a tingle down my back. I had never had a boyfriend or even a crush. So this seemed abnormal to me. I can't believe it, I had a crush on my bestfriend that I have known since 1st grade. As he started to wake up I quickly laid back down and acted like I was sleeping. I felt him breath down on me. As I felt him getting closer and closer I felt kinda shy. And all of a sudden I felt his lips on my cheek. I felt like I was gonna once again black out. But I didn't I just laid there thinking of what just happened. Minutes later I felt him get up out of the springy hospital bed and saw him through the corner of my eye saw him walk away. I slowly acted like I was waking up. I saw him look back at me and smiled. I felt like i was in a dream. A total so called dork with Ethan. I must have been in a fantasy dream. I was wishing I could Re-play the moment. About a hour or two later my parents came in the room. They asked when Ethan had left last night. I almost told them he didn't leave, But I wanted to keep this one secret. I told then that he left at 12 at night. My parents also asked how I was feeling? I told them fine. Dr.Bexlaham walked in and asked if he could have a moment with my parents...... In private. I wasn't sure what to think? When they returned Dr.Bexlaham said he wanted to run a test on me. I asked for what. He almost felt sorry to say it, but he did. He said for Bipolar Disorder. I started crying.  I felt stupid that I may have a disorder. Now I really am a dork. My parents comforted me, they said that it was just a test. And even if I did, it's not like we have to tell the world. They promised if I did we didn't have to tell anyone unless I told them we could. I agreed. But what about Ethan what if he wouldn't like me anymore. What if he thought that I was kind of retard. I asked Mr.Bexlaham if I could talk to someone about the whole thing. And anyways I seemed fine with not knowng about it. Mr.Bexlaham quickly added in "even if you do have Bipolar Disorder I could get a perscription to help tame it." All I said was Okay!