All together

Sasukes outlook

SASUKE POV

Everyone goes through things. And everyone does. But how could I cope with it being HIM that's not just someone to me, or another person. That's my brother.

We were at the hospital. We had been there all night. I fell asleep with my head in Narutos lap, he was messing with my hair the night before. The doctor informed us last night only saying last time he was lucky. I knew what he was implying. But I stayed silent. The problem was I didn't want to be silent. I felt like I was drowning, drowning in my own thoughts that could only be heard by me.

I knew Naruto knew how I was reacting because he's pull me out to keep me distracted. He's been in bad places. He lost his brother. But he doesn't talk about it. Kurama was his name. 'Everyone that met him knew from the start that he was a free soul. And he'd continue to be in death.' Those were narutos words at the funeral. He made it clear that Kurama  haters these types of things so he's not up there to say something for him, but for himself. He simply stated goodbye.

Everyone tried to comfort him at the funeral and after his death. But they just couldn't realize, Naruto was already at peace with what had happened. This was because he knew his brother didn't fear death. And Naruto looked at the reality of things.

I knew the reality of things. I wasn't in denial. I was just scared. My brother has always been there. Every moment, every memory, every laugh, every tear, was him. I wasn't sure my brother would die though. He had a king life ahead of him that he was intent on pursuing. He wanted to run our father's company. And he will.

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My mother and father sat me down when I got home. I knew what they were going to tell me. And no it not the usual family comfort of he's going to be ok. It was the "he's not gonna make it I'm sorry, so don't get ur hopes up." I knew better that that though. I knew my brother better than our parents did. Ik didn't let them get to me. I cried once letting the emotions out. Then I collected myself and let reality hit. 60/40 chance according to the doctors it was a 20/80 chance, but they didn't know how stubborn he was so i added that on.

The only person who understands that I'm not upset right now, because he'll me fine, Is Naruto. He hasn't tried to comfort me. Instead he's continuing everything like normal. I knew he had the same outlook as me, because he's know itachi his whole life as well. Itachi is his family too.