I hate you [ illumi x reader ]

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(y/n pov)

Since there was nothing to do today Illumi and I just walked around on the trail. It was like the first time just silent. "I'm surprised you haven't said anything yet. Are you thinking about the wedding?" He asked. "Yeah..kinda." I said.

"Don't worry too much about it." He said taking my hand as we kept walking. I smiled as he just kept a straight face like usual. "For the wedding..can you take my needle out?" I asked. He looked at me. "Mother and Father wouldn't really like that." He replied. I looked down.

I just want to feel something. At least on my wedding day. As a kid even though I went through a lot, I always dreamed if I was to get married and have a life one day, that i'd be so happy and everything would change.

But then I got this job request and couldn't put down the offer especially from a family like this.

"Please Illu, you can put it back right after." I said. He stared into my eyes for a while as I stared back at his. "I suppose that would work." He said starting to put his hand out to my forehead.

"Not right now!" I yelled putting his hand down backing away. "Before the wedding." I said. He nodded as we continued walking.