I feel so uncomfortable not telling Ethan that Luke kissed me. Ethan's never met Luke so I don't know how well he'll take it. It's been almost a week since Luke kissed me. I need to tell Ethan but I don't know how. I'm really nervous, I'm afraid our relationship will end just like that.
I don't what to loose him.
I called up Allie to come over.Me: "Hey, Allie can you please come over..? I-I need your help."
Allie: "Of course! I'm on my way."
Me: "Okay, bye."
*convo ends.*
Moments later Allie showed up in her blue Mini Cooper. She rushed to the door and I open for her.
"What's wrong?" She says worried.
"I don't know how to tell him."
"Tell who?"
"Ethan." I say.
"Are you going to really tell him?" She asks.
"Yes, he needs to know and I need you here when I do."
"Of course. I guess let's do it right now."
I take a deep breathe and say, "Okay."
We head upstairs into my room and shut the door so no one can hear us. I slowly sit on my bed and go onto my phone and see that Ethan has texted me.
"He texted me." I say to Allie.
"What did he say?" She asks quickly.
"He said, Kylie I miss you so much, it's driving me crazy not seeing your beautiful face every single day. I hope you know how much I care for you. Love, Ethan."
When I was reading the text aloud to Allie I started to choke up and she came to comfort me.
"Are you still sure you want to do it now?" She asks.
"Yes, if I keep putting it off it's going to get worse." I say to her.
I click on Ethan's phone number and I can hear it dial, I put it on speaker so Allie could also hear.
I hear his voice, soft, calm, soothing and just perfection.
"Kylie? Are you okay?" He asks worried.
"Sort of." I say back to him looking at Allie.
"Sort of? Kylie what's wrong? Please tell me."
"I'm going to start from the beginning. I have a best friend named Luke, and he came to visit me and turns out he was going to stay with my family and I. A couple days after you left me he was concerned for me. I got hurt Ethan, and he helped me become unhurt. And one day I cried all day long, I woke up with red puffy eyes. He comes into my room and sits beside me... He was reaching his hand to touch my face when I stopped him.. I told him something was wrong. I said that I felt something weird for him. And I told him I didn't know what to say.. And he leaned in wanting to kiss me. And I stopped him before he did. And Ethan, I told him "I can't do this, I love Ethan." And he kissed me..."
Ethan was quite and didn't know what to say. I was getting very nervous because he wasn't saying anything.
"Ethan, please say something."
He starts off saying, "Does he really think I'm not good enough for you?"
"Yes.. But I know you're good enough for me. Do you think otherwise?"
"I don't know, I think I know I am for you. But I don't know how long I'll be gone before I get to see you again. And it kills me not seeing you. I just don't know what to do."
"I don't know what do either." I say to him about to cry. I don't want us to break up. It'll crush me even more.
"I don't want to say this but... Do you think we should break up?"
"No I don't want us to! It'll just hurt me even more. But do you think it'll be for the best?" I wanted to cry my heart out right then and there.
"I don't want to say goodbye to you." He says, I can hear it in his voice. He was starting to choke up.
"Then let's call it I'll see you in the future?" I say with a smile when a tear falls down my cheek.
"I'll see you in the future, Kylie."
"I love you Ethan." I say to him wiping away my tears.
"And I love you Kylie."
That was the first time Ethan said that he loved me and I knew he meant it.
"I'll call you or text you everyday." He says.
"That sounds kinda cheesy." I say with a little laugh.
"Cmon you love it." He says.
"I do." I say smiling and blushing like no other.
"I love you." He says again out of no where.
"I love you too.. Bye Ethan."
"Bye." He says.
I hang up my phone and stare at it for a moment. I shift my focus to Allie and I look at her and start to cry into her arms.
YOU ARE READING
The Boy Who Left and Returned
FanfictionA girl named Kylie moved away because her father got a better job offer. She had to leave her friends behind. As she arrived to her new home she met the boy next door. He was polite, charming and basically the ideal package. She falls hard for him...