Dear Dairy

March 10, 2015 (Tuseday)

Dear diary,

Even though I fight with my grandma a lot, I don't want her to leave. My dog got hurt in my grandmas bedroom and parents blame her. After that happened, no one wanted to eat, just go to their bedrooms, they might kick her out. but I would do anything to keep her here. she was more of a parent to me than my dad and mom combined. they are shitty parents, I am crying so hard right now and getting little asthma or panic attacks, it's hard to breath and I can't control it, I feel like the walls are coming together and crushing me. I don't want her to leave or I will leave, weather I will kill misled or run away, im leaving if she does. she is the only one who would make me smile after being sad, I remember being so happy around her. and now my happiness might be over. I will make sure she won't leave. I have to go. Bye.

~Sophia