Dear Dairy

January 29, 2014 ( Wednesday )

Dear Dairy, 

   Today someone said your mean, you don't even talk to her. But after that they still treated me like the crap I am.  I know people care about me. And I shouldn't say bad things about me but I am really down. At least I wont be with them any time soon. One of them is in my gym class, so that will be hard. The are always like"Um A( first letter in her name)  needs to go to the library , so I am coming with her". And I am like She knows where the F*cking library is right? They always think they are better than me. There like we best friends. They even know each others locker combo. I miss my best friend. Every time I think about her I cry a little. We were so close. We knew our favorite food, color. In fact when we had to make cards for her( Her mom died :( ) Everyone went to me for answers like what color should I use? pink and purple also with a little blue. But then I moved. My parents said it will be good for you. I even told them I wouldn't make any friends, look where I am now. Anyways I got a really good friend. She thought I shouldn't hang out with her and her friends because they swear and that stuff. I know my swears. I learned them since the second grade! When I told her some stuff about me. I think she will let me hang out with her and her friends ( remember she thought I wasn't used to it because in school I am so nice, she was doing this for my own good and I appreciate that thanks :) for looking out for me) I feel happy. I haven't felt happy in a year. One time I feel on my chin and it was bleeding. I had to get stitches. It was like I feel got up hit something, feel. Got to the nurse then got stitches. On the last day of school I didn't get to have stitches. That was so good because I had to wear a bandeau on my chin and I looked like a retard. I said EE very loud talking to someone. Because I saw someone. I also got a friendship bracelet from a friend ( and not the bad ones). Thanks person that stoud up for me at lunch today. Well I hope this was a good dairy day. BYe

~Sophia