As I Fall

Five.

I'm sorry this sucks. I was on vacation with Luke and wrote this on the way back. We visited my grandparents in Georgetown and it was amazing. Even though Luke pushed me off the bed (on purpose) like 8 times I had tons of fun. Enjoy!

P.S. Anyone want to be my editor?

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Waking up in to the sun in your face and the heartwarming music of Drake blasting in your ears is so much better than waking up with a punch to your gut.

"I never fucked Nicki cause she got a man, But when that's over then I'm first in line, and the other day in her Maybach I thought god damn, this is the perfect time, We had just come from that video You know LA traffic, how the city slow, She was sitting down on that big butt, But I was still staring at the titties though"

Romantic.

I roll out of bed gracefully landing on my face, and sit up before jumping in the shower.

The hot water rushed down my skin and a stinging sensation made its way across my arms. I let out a hiss and looked down at my arms. I need to control myself. Last night after downing one too many drinks, my thought processes seem to have gone with the vodka. My inner bicep is covered in red angry marks.

I'm too weak.

I'll never get rid of them now.

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After changing into some plain black shorts, a red and black Nirvana tank, and some trusty red Vans, I finish getting ready and arrive at the school an impressive 4 minutes after the bell.

The last week had passed by in a blur. Alex continued to follow me around and I actually liked the feeling of being friends with someone. Or, at least acquaintances. Add for Ashton, his presence seemed to become more annoying every day. He wouldn't flirt with me to the point of being obvious, but occasionally in light conversations which I appreciated. Between him and Alex, I feared my ear would fall off b because if the amount of taking they do.

"Hey sexy, why don't you come join us?"

I look over to my left to see some cocky looking stoner's barley sitting up straight on a table by a dumpster. Wow, that's pretty badass. Note the sarcasm. Rolling my eyes I turn away to look for my first class.

I screech when the shrill bell for of signaling that my first class was over. Oops.

Pulling out my phone I open up Twitter. Some the shit on here is really stupid. I burst out laughing at some random guy's post.

"Excuse me." Even before turning around I can hear that she must be a snobby queen bee.

"Are you deaf or something?"

I turn around only to see five girls glaring at me, their glossy pink lips in a thin line. I watch as the middle one, who seems to be the queen, quickly puts on a sticky sweet smile, and brings her hand out in front of her expecting me to shake her it.

I let my eyes rake over her body, taking in her slutty outfit that barley covers anything. She's wearing obnoxious pink eye-shadow and red lipstick which does nothing to compliment her fake tan. If she didn't wear bad make up, she would probably be beautiful. She had stunning green eyes and a nice body. Deciding not to shake her hand in fear of getting an STD, I stare at her waiting for her hand to drop.

"Rude much."

"Kristin shut up!" Queen bitch snaps. "I'm Jessica. I don't know who you think you are coming into my school and hitting on my man but in case you didn't know, nobody messes with my stuff. Now, if you get in my way I can make your life a living hell. But if you're a good girl I think we might be friends."