Ariana
1 Week Later"Mommy do you love me?" Yosohn asked me as I sat next to him at Baby & Jayda's crib. I couldn't take not seeing my babies for a few days so I decided to visit them while Dave's mom and dad cooked in the kitchen.
"Yes I love you.. you don't think mommy loves you?" I asked him and he shook his head while looking down in his lap. I frowned and pulled him on my lap, with everything that's been going on I haven't really been spending time with Yosohn and now I feel bad.
"I want dad, he loves me" Yosohn said and I teared up watching him climb off of my lap and run upstairs, I grabbed my purse and stood up walking to the kitchen, I wiped my face off and said my goodbyes to Dave's parents then walked out of the kitchen and went to the front door walking out of it. I walked across the yard to my house and went inside. Dave was sitting on the couch, I busted out in tears and covered my mouth while running upstairs I heard Dave behind me as I ran into my room and went into the bathroom, I threw up in the toilet and continued crying while Dave rubbed my back slowly.
"Yo bae you good?" He asked and I continued to empty my stomach out while crying, I sat up slowly and wiped my mouth while standing up and going over to the sink, I rinsed my mouth out and wiped my face but the tears continued to fall.
"Yo bae what's wrong?" He asked again and I looked up at him while licking my lips.
"Yosohn doesn't love me... he thinks I don't love him and it hurts me because that's my firstborn and I love him to death I'm just stressed out and I feel like ima lose these babies Dave.. I don't want my son thinking I don't love him" I said and he sighed while leaning back on the counter and pulling me to him, I looked at him and crossed my arms.
"Yosohn does love you baby, ion think he's used to you distancing yourself from him ma, he may be too young to understand what's going on but he knows you're going through something. When Tyler wakes up we can take the kids to Disney or some shit and you're not going to lose my twins. Go lay down and get you some rest" He said and I sighed while nodding and walking out of the bathroom, I climbed on the bed and laid down and before I knew it I drifted off to sleep.
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