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emotional pain

I ran out of Taylor's apartment, crying. What did I just do? I ruined my whole plan with him. I would have stopped, but then he had to go and say that. Of course I still love him. More than anything in the world. So why didn't I just tell him?

I walked and walked , until I saw a house and I recognized it right away. I had been walking for about an hour. When I knocked at the door a girl about my age opened the door. "Chris, what are you doing here?" she sounded tired.

"H-Hey serenity." I sputtered. " What's wrong? Why are you here so early? What's that bandage on your arm? Are you hurt?" she asked more questions, but I picked up those. "I had a fight with Taylor." She looked at my arms then behind me, then, back at my arms."DID HE-" I cut her off,"No, can I come in please?" She ushered me in.

We made our way towards the kitchen table I sat down" Okay, tell me everything." I took a deep breath and felt a fluttery feeling in my stomach that cause me to tense up. "Okay, I started when I left high school" I pupled up my sleeve."oh my- when?" she asked "This morning." She closed her eyes and shook her head.

" So, Taylor took me to the hospital, six times beforenow because of how bad it got. Today, he just bandaged me up himself. " She looked sad "why"she softly whispered."It's an addiction. One day I did it and I did it once a week to twice, to daily."

She got up and slowly hugged me. "please don't do it again." I had said okay out loud, but I really didn't know.

hey guess what?I NEED IDEAS so people please write them in the comments below. please please please!!!!!!!! you know the drill, get to it! oh yea and the best idea will get mentioned!!!!'what??????!!!!' you heard it from me!!!<3 Serenity's picture is at the top.